Time to say Good Morning

Breakky - Yummy~

Time to go to bed or snack?
Grr! How arr?
Which one to do first?

Hmm... think I should go to bed.
sleeping too late will cause me lots of prob..
Acne, dark circle, water retention...watever crap...

Okay! I shall sleep and prepare for the last day of the long weekend.
Time flies! Super fast!

*Yawn*
Kids are calling me..
Marrrrrrrrrrrrmeeeeeeee!
*Smooch*

Good Nite world!

~Sleepovely~

Eraser & Pencil

Eraser is pencil's good friend.
Brain and mind is twins.

You said you feel uneasy when I am not around.
I laugh.
I am at home. Not doing anything behind you.
Guess we really need to do something.

The only moment I feel so different after god-knows-when
It was during the moment after we played and I push you to bathe.
And the moment I choked when we were watching scooby doo. 
Finally we share the same laughter.
After so long...

Suddenly don't know how to laugh..

I somehow don't know how to talk to you.
I know we are trying our best to make each other feel better.
Lower down the fighting chances and move on.
But I think somehow we both feel something, something not right.

We don't mention. We avoid. We skip.
Problem will still be around. It makes you and me see our future better.

Please enjoy your outing with friends.
Thanks for inviting me over but I don't think I will join.
Not now, not near future.
Playing poker @ raj's place is forever a no-no thing for me.

Yes. It is my prob. I will deal with that. Go on with your plan.
I don't want to do what you used to do to me.
Coz this is another no-end action.

Do what you feel like doing.
Enjoy what you do.
Always!

~Lovely~

Hari raya holiday

Green green green!

Hari raya color is green.
& I am green too.

You came home & told me I can go out with my friends if I want instead of me staying home & wait for you to wake up.

I have made some plans.
I'm not sure If you like it. Or rather you will start worrying again.

I don't knw. Suddenly run out of words to say.

This either to be good or real bad. Make up your mind & tell me what you want. Coz I don't wan to have fight anymore.

Small little thgs, fight.
Big thgs, fight.
Like other than sleeping, everything else fight.

Eventually, v both need time to heal.

I'm going for my facial at 12:30pm & go buy toiletries stuff.

Then 5:30pm go for my pedi.






You can rest at home or come find me. I'm all good & happy.

But if you have plan, go enjoy.
Coz these are all my last min plan.

Selamat hari raya to you!

~rayavely~


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Love begins with a smile :)

Thursday Nite

Something different

I am still awake.
I am surprise.

You went out for fishing.
I ask you if you want me to come, and you say no.
Coz drizzling on and off.
Was that the main reason?

I was just thinking if you have someone else there so you ask me not to go.

U said u gonna be home early.
But rather u blame me for not going over which I did offer.
I know you worried about the rain but who cares?
Atleast I was there & I made it there & no one will blame me for not joining.

Most ridiculous thing was u blame me for making u wait till your phone batt ran dry.

Oh well, I don't know.
I think this is too much.

Even the photos you took.
Like you take photo with another girl.
Though the photo was blurred. But somehow,...
I think I begin to have phobia.

Oh well, I think we seriously need to think about our r/s.
Time for evaluation.
Time to do WIP and plan the next step.
Remember: Thinking ahead is a beautiful thing.

I am not sure why am I still awake.
All I know is I am tired and I need a breathing space.
Everything I do, everywhere I go, I worried.
I worried you will keep calling and checking.
Like I did/gonna do something wrong again...
I worried you suspect me again and track me where.
Like I did/gonna do something wrong again...
The main, rather, I worried I get cheated again.

The moment you gave excuses to check my phone, I know you were reading my SMSes.
Try every possibility to find evidence.
I feel like slapping you hard.
You are just being no manners.

But I know you want to be at ease.
Therefore I let you.
And that's my promise to you as well.

I don't know how long you gonna do that.
But I know this is pressuring.
Also annoying.

If I ever see that again, I will call it off.
I hope you get what I mean.

Key word for R/S is T.R.U.S.T.
without this, we will go no where.

I have nothing to hide. But if you insist, then I think I will just take it as you have some bad news for me.
I will live with that.

The small things are slowly eating into me.
I think we started to feel 'patientless' with each other.
I think it is time to re-consider and think thoroughly why are we here and what are we doing.
And what's the next step.

~dreamovely~

Love begins with a smile :)

A quiet day with lots of smoke

Last day of ghost festival
I'm smelling second hand smoke along the street.

My throat feels dry & itchy.
But enjoying the festive mood.
Once a year, the most scary month of the year. Thrilling & chilling month.

Suddenly feel tired.wonder how the ghosts feel now. Are they all full or they flying around or walking around or trying to scare ppl.

I'm tired. I feel like flying around too. I need a long quiet break. To find my soul like how the ghost did.

Scary when you watch the ghost movie but fun to try..

Touch wood*

Time to go home.

~ghostovely~