Gentle & arrousing
Wakie wakie...
Rise & shine!
Today morning smells different. I had 2 weird dreams.
First, I dreamt about my family going for trip. This advanture trip enough to make me struggle & sweat in air con. Terrible terrible terrible.
We went to this island so call our new home. Amazing, fantabulous, sweet, extraordinary...
This new home located in an island. This island is not any round shape or square but tall & thin. Erm..apostle!
We got to take a hot air balloon over & land on the tip of the island. U definately need a good skill or else u will ended up in the sea. And worse is, there are sharks in the sea swimming ard waiting for 'brainnnnn..' *hic!*
This is amazing! & we hop on the hot air balloon & started our journey to our new home. We were up few thousand feet high from sea level, cold, scary, windy coz it's winter. $@€¥^#}*
Managed to land safely & head to our new home. Wooden concept. Master bedroom with bathtubbbbb!!! Another room with water reflecthology system, sauna, shower, steam room. Effing cool!!
Kids room, guest room, kitchen, living room, one small room with one arm chair in it and yard.. Cool house!
Then v head out to visit the area. The guide says he will bring us ard to 'familiarize' the place. Actually there's nothg ard the house. If I can't find u, i knw u are dead - in the sea eaten by shark. That's the scary shit part!
Then v head to c shark. Shark feeding time! Yuks! Mom say no dad say want! I scared like shit! & the tour guide hang us all in the middle of the sea, low enuf to touch the water & if the shark jump...... Bye bye world!
Then there come the sharks!! Arhhhh!!!!!! My mom almost kena bite!!!
The shark got her straps..& pulled her away from us. I screamed help!! Quick!!! I ask my dad to help & he's up there shaking head..
I was angry coz no one help out..& I keep pulling keep pulling & suddenly the pouch became very light & realized my mom's gone. I screamed & yelled for mom & ask the guide to help. My dad still sitting up high shaking his head. I hate these ppl.
The guide started throwing meat the other side to draw their attention away so he can go down the sea & look for mom.
And my mom was holding her breath under the water.surprisingly my mom was pretty calm & steady. Totally love it!
Then tour guide pull her up & v all help her. I was kinda upset about my father. I know he can't do anythg about it. Oh well, how could I be so logical in my dream.
This dream totally driving me crazy! My mom scared of open water. She can't swim & she will get panic if water is over her neck. Non sense panicing dream. F my morning! Insane!
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Saturday, April 10, 2010
拒决的伤痛
不懂该这么办不知这么做才可以让你明白。有些事其实很简单但却又很难解决解释。想告诉你但又怕被骂，不知你有发现你给我的压力有多少。用中文写下，是因为不知该不该告诉你。如果你嫌眼花还是不明白可能是注定的吧。我也不知该怎么面对你向你解释。
一班人走在大马路上，有多少人带着愉快的心情走路？有多少人是无奈的？那又有多少人是带着遗憾的上路呢？
不开心的事太多了。从前开心的人很多。日子久了，大家都开始厌倦了。有很多时候你都说我烂用你。不懂的珍惜你。你一直说我执着，笨，没记性，种种不同的问题。
我的问题只有几个。你回不回我也不勉强你。我说过，只要你说对！我就对。你说好，我就点头说好。
你的心一直都没变过吗？从前你会放心去哄我，我都听你的。你说我take it for granted。原谅我的笨脑袋，我真的很想知道我做了什么会这样。
两个人在一起就要互相扶持，关心，提醒对方什么是对的什么是令人讨厌担心的。而我却一直都不知道错在哪里。也许你说的对，我很笨。
我很想知道。我想把它们都写下然后绕绕记着不再犯。可是一直都被你拒绝。不管床上事，房里的东西，出去玩，都是有种酸酸的感觉。
也许我们都无法回到以前那种甜蜜。你已经不会再去我家，你认为我无法给你安全感。你知道吗？我家人问我们是否还在一起？为什么你没来看他们？
如果我也不去你家呢？你家人会问吗？
你当初生气我把她的电话号码给你妈，你不相信我没打给她。你还说你们之间没什么。那你干麻那么生气我打给她？你害怕吗？她心里有鬼吗？
想想已经过去的，这次说完我以后也不再提了。因为心和脑袋已经装不下了。开心的都听。你想解释我都会听，不想开口就忘了吧。勉强没幸福。
你已经不想再跟我有身体上的接触了吗？我不想只是逗你开心虽然是我愿意的。我不避你因为我感觉到被拒绝。很不好受。
一对恋人的故事里都有一起的字眼。没有单一。
不管怎样，我还是会尽力而为。我希望我有进步。希望你会告诉我需要改进的地方。虽然压力很大（你给的压力不少）我还是谢谢你的推动。
述说：不是他不够爱你，而是你太在乎他。
是这样的吗？那该是时候让心去旅行轻松了。
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一班人走在大马路上，有多少人带着愉快的心情走路？有多少人是无奈的？那又有多少人是带着遗憾的上路呢？
不开心的事太多了。从前开心的人很多。日子久了，大家都开始厌倦了。有很多时候你都说我烂用你。不懂的珍惜你。你一直说我执着，笨，没记性，种种不同的问题。
我的问题只有几个。你回不回我也不勉强你。我说过，只要你说对！我就对。你说好，我就点头说好。
你的心一直都没变过吗？从前你会放心去哄我，我都听你的。你说我take it for granted。原谅我的笨脑袋，我真的很想知道我做了什么会这样。
两个人在一起就要互相扶持，关心，提醒对方什么是对的什么是令人讨厌担心的。而我却一直都不知道错在哪里。也许你说的对，我很笨。
我很想知道。我想把它们都写下然后绕绕记着不再犯。可是一直都被你拒绝。不管床上事，房里的东西，出去玩，都是有种酸酸的感觉。
也许我们都无法回到以前那种甜蜜。你已经不会再去我家，你认为我无法给你安全感。你知道吗？我家人问我们是否还在一起？为什么你没来看他们？
如果我也不去你家呢？你家人会问吗？
你当初生气我把她的电话号码给你妈，你不相信我没打给她。你还说你们之间没什么。那你干麻那么生气我打给她？你害怕吗？她心里有鬼吗？
想想已经过去的，这次说完我以后也不再提了。因为心和脑袋已经装不下了。开心的都听。你想解释我都会听，不想开口就忘了吧。勉强没幸福。
你已经不想再跟我有身体上的接触了吗？我不想只是逗你开心虽然是我愿意的。我不避你因为我感觉到被拒绝。很不好受。
一对恋人的故事里都有一起的字眼。没有单一。
不管怎样，我还是会尽力而为。我希望我有进步。希望你会告诉我需要改进的地方。虽然压力很大（你给的压力不少）我还是谢谢你的推动。
述说：不是他不够爱你，而是你太在乎他。
是这样的吗？那该是时候让心去旅行轻松了。
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God's creation
Shoulder to shoulder.
Thank god for such beautiful element. I love shoulders!
Especially shoulders that with nice muscle contour, soft & warm of coz hard enuf to sustain the weight of my head.
Shoulders are not only for head also mr. teeth & mrs. tears. I love chewing shoulders. They are meaty enuf to make me feel hungry for them. *yummy~*
Tears. Tears drop on certain shoulders only. U won't simply hug a stranger & cry. U will only choose a trustable one.
Shoulders grow together. They grow young, they grow dirty, they grow fat, they grow weak together. They are like my name: lovely. :)
Here's the question: u ready for a backpack holiday, what are you going to bring?
Work?house's furniture? Parent? Your baking stuffs? Car?
When :we: (2) committed in a r/s, we intend to worry alot about our partner. If he is pleased with what she offers. If she is happy with what he has been provided to the house.
Shoulder is getting heavier here.
In a r/s not just about being in-love but being together having each other to share love,burden,stress,kisses,hugs, & lots.
Often u feel rejection in a r/s. Learn how to say no in a softer way. It lightens up the burden of your shoulders after saying no.
Always remember, shoulders come in pair. They can't leave each other. Balance the love & shares.
No more you or me but we. Happy together enjoy together & share together. And sun burn together.
I heart shoulders!
^lovely^
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Friday, April 09, 2010
Don't let it stop!
F is all over the place.
Today my first outing with new colleagues. They are f&f*!
On the way from boon lay to kaki bukit... We talked to the cab driver.
The topic is nothing f*^. But make everyone laugh & realize life ain't easy in Singapore.
The cab driver says alot of taxi missing in town. They have gone to sentosa to gamble.
He also told us one of the aunty share with him, $100 is worth to pay. Early morning after market,she will pack & go sentosa. About 5+ she will go home to cook for the children. If go genting then abit clumsy. Children been complaining now dinner & house messy if mom gone too long. She also commentec that sgpore gov is kind enuf just to charge $100.
We laugh like mad! Sgpore gov kind?!?! Hahaha
Heavy jam! & hit topic about COE!!
Those ppl own a car staying in condo are rich outside poor inside. U might never knw they drive sports car but eat white bread.
And we also calculate a car COE is $70,000 & salary is abt $2000 per month. $48,000/year. How many years of salary can the person clear the $70,000 COE? And how many times u drive the car in one day? Do u thk it is worth to buy car now?
Haha do u still consider sgpore gov kind??
Another topic abt the rented Hse to 19maids. If one maid pay $300 (round up) 20 maids per month abt $6000. The owner need not to work anymore.
Last topic, little India mustafa. They will be fully open tmr & the taxi driver say nite time can't go there. Can't see them unless they smile. & if one bunch of them cross road without open their mouth, car sure bang them like bowling.
Hahahahahahaha taxi uncle damn f*^+!!!
Today f topic till here. Enjoy f*^%# jokes for the day!!
* friendly & funny
*^ fun
*^% funny
*^%# freaking
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Today my first outing with new colleagues. They are f&f*!
On the way from boon lay to kaki bukit... We talked to the cab driver.
The topic is nothing f*^. But make everyone laugh & realize life ain't easy in Singapore.
The cab driver says alot of taxi missing in town. They have gone to sentosa to gamble.
He also told us one of the aunty share with him, $100 is worth to pay. Early morning after market,she will pack & go sentosa. About 5+ she will go home to cook for the children. If go genting then abit clumsy. Children been complaining now dinner & house messy if mom gone too long. She also commentec that sgpore gov is kind enuf just to charge $100.
We laugh like mad! Sgpore gov kind?!?! Hahaha
Heavy jam! & hit topic about COE!!
Those ppl own a car staying in condo are rich outside poor inside. U might never knw they drive sports car but eat white bread.
And we also calculate a car COE is $70,000 & salary is abt $2000 per month. $48,000/year. How many years of salary can the person clear the $70,000 COE? And how many times u drive the car in one day? Do u thk it is worth to buy car now?
Haha do u still consider sgpore gov kind??
Another topic abt the rented Hse to 19maids. If one maid pay $300 (round up) 20 maids per month abt $6000. The owner need not to work anymore.
Last topic, little India mustafa. They will be fully open tmr & the taxi driver say nite time can't go there. Can't see them unless they smile. & if one bunch of them cross road without open their mouth, car sure bang them like bowling.
Hahahahahahaha taxi uncle damn f*^+!!!
Today f topic till here. Enjoy f*^%# jokes for the day!!
* friendly & funny
*^ fun
*^% funny
*^%# freaking
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Slow Mo
40 land hours @ 4 days
5-8th April 2010.
Its gonna be kidding!
Just barely 4 days!
Seems like 4 years!
Red alert.
It definately got to end somewhere.
I hate 'waiting'!
She says: 5 mins means something to somebody.
YES!!! It means I have extra *Qin Chun* without wrinkles on my face!
YES!!! It means I have extra 5 mins to feel the world!
YES!!! It means I have extra chance to change things!
YES!!! It means I have extra turn around time!
Let's do a simple calculation.
Let's then decide if I still sit and keep wasting time or do something about it!
Pro: Shiokness!
Cons: Go rusty!
*Dullovely*
5-8th April 2010.
Its gonna be kidding!
Just barely 4 days!
Seems like 4 years!
Red alert.
It definately got to end somewhere.
I hate 'waiting'!
She says: 5 mins means something to somebody.
YES!!! It means I have extra *Qin Chun* without wrinkles on my face!
YES!!! It means I have extra 5 mins to feel the world!
YES!!! It means I have extra chance to change things!
YES!!! It means I have extra turn around time!
Let's do a simple calculation.
Let's then decide if I still sit and keep wasting time or do something about it!
Pro: Shiokness!
- I sit there surf and do my own things and wait for end month to get salary.
- I have plenty of time to do my own things.
Cons: Go rusty!
- After whole day of doing-nothing and still have to stay late to clear some rubbish. Totally waste of energy!
- Effectiveness and efficiency rate drop!
- Become more lazy to use brain and move around. No wonder they say I am a quiet cat in office!
*Dullovely*
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