@ the Airport - KLIA

Red patch Blue-Black

OUCHHHHH!!!....
I didn;t know until I feel pain.
Ouch ouch ouccccch!!!

It is right at the nerve.
*heat ache*

Alrite.. Soon to board..
Bye Bye KL. See you Singapore.
Bye Mom. Bye Dad. Bye Sis. Bye Bro. Bye Over-like Home.

Walking till my leg tired and hungry.
Had a piece of brownie and now feeling more awake now.
Alrite.. Shalom! Going in the departure gate now.

See you singapore. Muacks KL!

*Joyely*

Last nite

Funnily Wednesday 9.

I was waiting.
You didn't reply.
I don't know why.
And you didn't reply until late nite.

I fell asleep.
With my phone in my hand.
The phone rang.
I quickly pick up so I won't disturb my mom.

I heard u say, u cant hear me.
I heard u say, go sleep.
I heard u say, u lying on bed playing games.
I heard u say, u will work late.

I heard.
but.
U didnt hear what I say.

hahaha, I laughed.

I asked if you don't want to talk to me.
and you said, I can't hear you clearly. How to answer u?

hahaha, I laughed again.

I feel so silly. but I smile when I say good bye.
Put down the phone and continue my sleeping journey.

I woke up in the morning.
On the wifi and send u what's app msg.
But you didnt reply.

Then get your sms, u say u going to fetch your freelance colleague.
I wonder if you are trying to revenge.
Send u msg and u nv reply.

Wonder u angry and u trying to revenge.
coz u say u will treat me like how i treat u.
don't call or sms see when I will miss u.
I nv say cannot call or sms.
Just that not continuously sms or call.
People might think u r control freak and u keep checking on me like father & daughter.

It is not that I am not helping.
If you continue to suspect things then it will be super hard for me to proceed.
Think clearly. Think twice.
If you need a break to think through it, let me know.
Let's talk when we meet.

*Miserovely*

Wednesday 25th Aug

Phew*

Thank God we are home safely.
Look at the news, everything about Indonesia.
Fishermen, travel, etc.

Philippine, travel, bus, etc.
This is scary!

Everything about under table. Corruption.. Scary scary scary too scary!
Tomorrow I will be home.
I took the letter. Before I go ubi, I have to think twice if I should convert my license.
Tell me.

What should I do.

Pro and cons that I know.
1. To keep
- Singapore license no expiry date. I am not sure if it is link to my PR.
- Singapore license can drive in M'sia too. :)

2. Not to keep
- Worry if the police see SG license, they will ask for under table.
- What if one day M'sia change their rules?
- M'sia license has validity. Need renewal fee.

How arr?

More work to do before conversion.

*Lovely*

6 days away

The 1st day-
Feeling fresh & thk this is somethg diff. I don't need to worry about anythg @ work but end month. I feel cheated before the day I left home to KL.*

The 2nd day-
Finally take off & start my holiday. You don't trust me or still insist I'm hiding* I can't do anything to make you trust me & yet you need to act to get attention from me, I feel useless. But im glad.coz this is not the first time & won't be the last time u wld do that.

The 3rd day-
You say u miss me but I scolded u for wasting phn bill. I knw I am not being sincere or supportive. But thk'g abt the months when u were away I was the one keep pestering & got cold water in return.I feel like an idiot back then. I seriously thk I give u too much freedom while u need me to respond even when I'm away so far, phn call charges so high.

The 4th day-
I am home. I miss ppl in SG. I miss my colleagues. I knw they miss me too. I feel blessed! What about the kids & u? Suddenly I don't knw how to talk to u.start from where & talk about what. Too many things too short the time. I feel the stress & burden. I worried I say wrong thgs to make u angry or suspect again. While I am just trying to share with u my thought my day & what I have been thru this few days. You stressed me.

The 5th day-
Wake up early than usual working day. Can't really slp coz was thk'g about u what u said last nite. Feeling stressful again coz don't knw how to make u at ease & be gentle. I'm sometimes like a man, don't knw what is soft. Ya. Chor lor loh! Well, when I try to be a small girl, u push me say too much & I take thgs for granted.* I woke up & take care of everything u say I am not supportive. Ya. U wld say "you dont knw how to balance it!"

I am like a man, so rough. Imagine who wld love a man? U are thk'g too much.

The 6th day-
Going home! Hope argue no more. I tried my best to make myself at ease. I stood up for myself. While u need me to do somethg to make u feel better.* life is never fair. Life is ain't good. Life is never smooth to live. When u say numb, have u thought abt me? U were away for months & u said u look after me from afar. But do you knw what I have been thru back then? Where did I go & which fren/s I hang out with? What time I went home & how's my life? What about after we got back & I found those photos? I didn't say much & I heal myself. Do u knw how painful? Ya.u wld say abt my Aussie fren, heard frm my other fren they live happily in Aussie now.

So I drop this topic & live new. U say not fair if I keep singing the same song.

Argue no more. Eraser is pencil best fren, let's start new chapter.

The 7th day-
No one knows

The 8th day-
Your mom's birthday outing.

The 9th day-
Another worrying day.

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Car license

Puasa month.

Malay is pig.
Yes they are.

Puasa month early morning eat, during working hour no energy.

What a lazy pig!

I settled my license. Rm10. The lady talk so slow & like kena torture for months. No energy, feel tired, pms & lazy.

I hate it.

Now I'm finally home. Can watch movie & go shop. Tomorrow going bek to SG. Long day. Long week.

Looking forward to the the first day in new company.

Stupid letter cost me RM10.



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