Capture them!

The gadget that I craving for.
Polaroid Camera - The fun that stays in your pocket..


I saw this pamphlet @ my house. And my eye was stuck when I first saw it. I remember when you packed your room you had one. I was so jealous that you can afford to get one when you were young (not sure how old but by judging from the 'kuan' of the cam, it looks old) *grin* Don't slap me! *hands up*

Then I decided to get one since I want to print photos to make the photo book. Not sure if this is worth it not sure how long it can last not sure if I should or the sony printer better or both also don't buy. Without thinking much, I just go for it. Sometimes life dont need a second thought.

Fun is all around. Think twice when you need to spend a big sum, else, why wait?
I wont have second life and who knows what would happen tomoro. Let's capture the fun and enjoy while you can! *stress free*


I know I anyhow. But I need something to perk me up.
I was worry about you at home and not sure if you are doing okay.
Well, if this is going to continue to be like this, I think it is fair that I give you more freedom.

23 Jan 2010 3:39am
B ah bb I'm finally home. Tomorrow 10am must go work again. Sigh. The kids there for me also no use if you aren't there. Anyway I want to go bathe and zzzz. Sorry earlier on very grouchy I turn off my phone and just listen to music while doing work. Muaks. Sweet dreams.

Yes I want to take photos with you. But I want our life to be private cause it's somewhere I can escape and be alone without interruptions and just be with you alone. Good night my lovely. Sweet sweet dreams.

Thank You! You may think you want your life to be private, truely. It may sound 'mistress life' to me. When you need me, you call. When you are busy, let's talk later. God knows what happen to you there. Well, yeah, freedom you were saying. Yea..I know. I will do what I think it is right. I will take care of myself. I will be independent and find solution when I need one. Then how can I fit you into my picture? Arent relationships all about being together and your partner is the main priority?

Yea, you need to work and you need to earn money. No money no life. True! I agree totally. But if money is so important until it over-shadow your life, then think twice. Dont be obsess by money! Money creates temptation. Love is around you to fill your life. Happiness to keep your life moving. Enjoyment is what you crave for daily.

Maybe you are right, I am desperate. Well, I quit without a job, how desperate can I be?

Anyway, take care of yourself and sorry I can't be around you often. You have enough of hassle everyday, I dont want to be your extra burden. and I will take care of myself which I am doing it everyday.

My mom upset because I suffer alone here. She blamed the man who threw me here. Well, I told myself, I am glad to be here. I thank him for asking me to come here. If not I wouldn't know you. I am glad to have you...

Enjoy your day and remember to fill your stomach and keep warm. Dont fall sick!

*Funovely*

Don't Matter

One Hand Slap
Two Hand Clap

I am tired and exhauted. I need a life.
I don't really have working mood so far. The moment I step into the first day of 2010,
I have decided to settle my life down.

I don't force you to think alike. I won't ask you to do what I like. Like I say, no one will do things to please me. None force to do chores and your freedom is yours and no one can grab them away from you.
Money is important. But happiness is more crucial.
Money can't buy everything. But without money is hard to survive.
U just got to know what is your limitation.
I think with my salary, I can still manage.
I chose to have a better life, I spend less if I have tight pocket.
I chose to have happiness, I enjoy the companionship. As long as we are together, no matter what we do, where we are, we will be happy. Because we are together sharing laughter.

Don't Matter.

It is not about the place or people around you, but the partner of yours brings you laughter.
Therefore, I have only one wish for this year. Family. Raj and Maddie is a big sample to me. They dont earn extremely lot but they are happy. They owe more than what we both have. I am sure we can do better than them. Just the matter of compromising.

Since we are not thinking alike, life still goes on. As long as you are happy, then I will be happy too. *grin*

Tomoro i want to go check out the poloriad camera. I always wanted to get one. I think it is time to go for it before CNY. So I can start another album soon! *Yeah!*

Since you dont want to take pic with me, show pic will let ppl know about us...Then I do something else. I dont like the now us. Do I have a choice than accepting it and jst like that?

Life is aint fair after all. No one is going to what I like.
We flirt to have a better day.

Dont Matter.
*Oldovely*

Superman

Let me be the superman you always wish for. Let's dare our dream with dreams.

I LOVE MY INSTINCT.

I am in-love!
with the smell, with the texture, with the touch, with the memory, with the special thought.
I got the superman note!!! But you say only 1 with a proposal note. Where izzit exactly? *puzzled*

I was thinking about superman.
I was thinking about you.
I was thinking about the superman tin can.
I was thinking to pick one and have a better night.
I was thinking how much I miss you.
I was thinking if it is better to stay this way.
I was thinking do you still want me and how much.
I was thinking .......

I don't love the way we are now.

*Lovely*

想要有个家

TIRED.

Realised few days I didnt blog. Don't even have time to eat and shit.
No food No shit! Hassle Free! Go Green!!! *cheers*

Imagine that's the tagline for anti-food. Am sure the impact will be huge. *laugh*

Tired.

I wanna go home.
I wanna have a home.
I deserve a home.
It is time to own a home.
Right time to settle in.

After I quit, I will go on a L.O.V.E.L.Y.L.O.N.E.L.I.N.E.R travel plan.
Time to use up the air-ticket and as planned. but will u be joining? *-_-???*

I just want to relax and rest and enjoy alittle.
I wish I have a home. A home that plays jazz music with dim lights and cozy feel.
A home that feels with love and happiness. A home that you will feel alone.
A home that makes you feel loved and full with passion and curiosity.
A home that filled with laughter and fun time photos.
A home that only 2 of us. Just the 2 of us, with nothing else.

A home that belongs to just both of US - you & me.

^Tired + Lovely = Tirovely^
meaning: A tired lovely, still lovely.

*Giggle* *Laugh* *Burst out laughing* *Laugh out loud* *Laugh* *Giggle* *Smile* *Wink*

我的爱很大

你知道我有好多好多爱

它们从来都不只在一个地方
爱造物主 爱夜 爱书
爱周围需要帮助的人
还有那只猫和路上流浪动物

它们要分给很多人

有时我不明白为什么
你和别的男人不一样
可以用最让我自在舒适的方式
爱我喜欢我
 
难怪我会这么喜欢你

因为你的爱也跟我一样
可以很大很大
因为有你，我的世界才变的更有意义

Give-A-Way or Give-Away

Count me in or exclude me forever.
Count me in from the start. Exclude me from the begining, forever.

I think I started to be pushie again. I am sorry. I push myself to go further in every aspects. Yes, I am having hiccups with the stupid career. Which I am trying hard to crowl over and make it happen again.

I am now planning to run stationary shop and I wish to make it come true. I dont know how to share with you coz you have been bz. and we dont have time to talk. When we talk, i dont want to bored u with business talk agn before i have a more concrete research. That's why i was angry when you always plan things alone. Well, i dun want to nag or complain. This will only worsen the whole situation. I do, sincerely hope things will get better soon.

By saying this, I dont mean to just sit down and ohmmm...till miracle happen. I knw what I want and the main issue is I dont feel I am important to you. Last minute plans and plans that you run all alone! You need time for yourself, ok, go-a-head. Your parent miss you and you need to spend more time with them. Yes! go-go-go! You got lots to do, you need to settle them! Alrite. Let's continue your work.

Then?

No forcing.
Just plain discussion.
I will understand you, your feeling if you share to me more. I did mention to you when i first met you, i dont need alot of freedom. I need someone to control me so i sense your love and care abt me. I am fine if you dont let me go out and ask me stay home. I know you care. Well, thanks for the extra freedom. I will keep them in my superman can, emergency i will use it. I will still behave myself, truely.

And I think you have hard time juggling your time. Your work, your family and something else. I basically not in your plan. *laugh* Why I said so? *laugh-out-loud* Think about it, I dont know. I am just another weekend ascot. *laugh* *laugh* *laugh* Did you make me different from others? *laugh* Ya! I am stupid!
You are right. *laugh*

-miserovely-