If 22 is too old for 19, then what about 28?

this is insulting... :(

hahaha....

18 Dec 2009 7pm Vibes Comm Christmas Party @ East Coast Timbre Mobile.
A place that will make people fall in love with, a place that will make people wonder what if it rains, a place that you will bring your loved one to dine-in, a place that you will want to date at.

I was totally amazed when i first step into the place. Ya! everything is so mobile. Tmbre Mobile what...kakaka :D... The live band stage, the mobile container, the kitchen, the tables and chairs, the lightings, the set up..everything just so amazing.. *Eyes rolling*

We set-up a table for presents and games gadgets. Then started to order our first drink of the night! Woohoo!!! free drinks for whole night long!! Yeah!!! *Lychee Martini, Apple Martini...*

Too bad, another group of colleagues stuck in office due to the LG ad. Poor thing! Well, bosses and ppl around kept calling them and rush them over. LOL... this is so family! *love*

Well, as usual. Marcus was the one who always say coming coming coming and still there. and Anderson, Bryon, Nurul & Johari shared one car. Bryon drove them here. Surprisingly, none wanted to share car with Marcus. Thats funny!!! Bryon win!

DT and few colleagues were talking about Marcus. Complaining how slow and slopy is he.. LOL! Then i act! They tot i was formally from Media Corp acting school. Muahahaha! True lor..He is damn slow lor. Everytime ask me to go meeting with him, if he dont rush me, i will take my own sweet time to settle my work. Once he cant wait any longer, he will get angry and throw tantrum. What a weirdo! Ppl cant be late but he can nuah! Wat the.... *Turn off*. Oh Well, DT says he is not a good husband! and haha Well, ppl out there, you know what you want lor hor...

Then some jst trying to make Anderson drunk. Haha boss hor very bad one lor..He told the whole world he cant drink, then everyone come & attack him straight away! hahahaha...poor Anderson!

Then picture picture! Cheers Cheers! Groom *Ian* & Bride *Fiona* went around toasting. Adrian, the most si wen guy, say he cant drink too much of beer, he will get diarroea. Then Migz kept asking him to drink and guess what he say " Later I LS in my pants you help me to wipe?" then we all LOLOLOLOLOL! Adrian in the office will never be so un-glam! hahaha...There you go! *Wink* Wolf will show its true color once the moon is bright up high. *Laugh*

The pizza, food, desserts all - *slurp* *Yummy*!!!! I want to go again!!! i want to have their pizza again~ 30% of food, 50% drinks 20% laughter filled up my tummy for the night. So full!

Oh oh! come bek to the 22, 19 and 28 number thingy. Melvin is 22, he is gay and he has a bf who is 20. And he saw this blue shirt guy who was celebrating his fren's birthday over at the other side. He says he is cute and he thinks he is straight. Pearlyn also think he is straight. Well, Shu Min thought so too. For me, i have no comment. Coz I was not interested (haha more like i dont know how to see coz it's not obvious enuf) and I didnt really notice which one until........

DT sat down infront of us and offer to walk over and tell the blue shirt guy about Melvin likes him and Shu Min and me want to know him. Then I keep pushing Melvin to do and make friend. He is so young! Damn! He told us his current bf only together for 6 months. and this is the longest! haha JS say yalor..time to change edi since this is the longest you claim..LOL bad sia this boss!

Then DT walked over and pull the guy! OMG!!!! Melvin panic and he started to hold Shu Min tightly. Partyly he is high, and she has to help taking care of him.. Then DT help to intro intro then I quickly walk away... OMG! This is too much for me.. *scary*

Party continued with live band! They all started to sing and dacing around.. Drink and smoke and scream and picture!!!!

Ended up the group came aft 10pm..By then we already cool down and half done. Those aunties, uncles who have families all gone. Left the single ladies and boys and men around. Share cab home or hubby fetch or ...... Dont know how and when they actually disappeared. Then ended up, Marcus sent me home.. Yeah! free transport! He just cant stand the noisy'ness of the rest of the colleagues and go home see his other half.. LOL..

Well, i enjoyed myself ! guess i have no more reputation liao! hahaha
Looking forward for more parties and next year bonuses and company trip!!

then i can settle down my life edi...

*Lovely*

Suddenly so many things to settle.

Christmas is near at the corner. Rushing out Xmas gift to clients and rushing to close 2009 jobs and billings. Work aside, i need to prepare gift for new year. Ya, you got it right. New Year. Not CNY Not Xmas Not Valentine's day Not any Anniversary but New Year!

Erm.. how should I say.. This might not be a meaningful gift. erm..no no.. should say, this is meaningful gift but has no meaning for that particular day. Yea!

Serve as a remembrance or souvenir or something worth keeping. Erm.. doubt for the last choice though.. haha coz only me like it that way. not sure if 'he' likes it. anyway, 2 more weeks to go and everything will be different and total brand new.

Kinda sad to say good by to 2009. Maybe I jst had too much of fun since 2008, and sad to say 2009 isnt any better than 2008. I missed 2008 alot. I had most fun during 2008.

Well, we fell, we know the pain, we cry, we wake up then realize what is all life about.

So long 2009 and hope 2010 will be much better. I have drafted out my 2010 plan, hope i can fulfill them all. (keep my fingers crossed tight tight).

Time to get back to my gift. Farewell 2009 and Hellow 2010!

*lovely*

Happy One month anniversay!!!
yeah!!! *heartaching*

Time flies to fast. One month edi since I moved out.
Time to do a simple - One month review:

- Time spent on the phone talking?
* Not more than 10 hours

- Time spent on SMS?
* Not more than 80 sms

- Time met together?
* Not more than 1 hour

Conclusion: What is this? Grade E - Worse than a stranger.

How can we improve our r/s like this? Teach me, enlighten me please.
If you dont tell me what you doing, and I keep pushing, then do you still think that this will work out well?
Teach me and enlighten me again please.

No way of saying: No choice, i just got to live with it. No way of saying: What can I do? He is like this already.
We are all grown up adult. No more kids. If we keep on living in this life style, we will grow old faster and get more phobia. i try my best to text you whatever I do and wherever i go, but what about u? Is that how you want your partner to treat you? Tell me & enlighten me... I am clueless and I seriously dont know what to do.

We are talking about INITIATIVE & HEART

One month we have 31 days and 31 days we have 744 hours and deducted off sleeping time 8hrs, we still have 496 hours. But what did we do with these 496 hrs? We have wasted most of it @ work and some other nonsense. If this is what/how you want from your partner to do to you, then alrite. I got it right now. I spent one month to try and give in and try to proof I am not an idiot and i think i can do better than my past. Which i was wrong. totally wrong!

I give myself support, hope, courage and time. I pamper myself and i tell myself, if i dun love myself, how could i love you. I ease my own fear, phobia and problems. I tot this way i could atleast make you feel burdenless. Then you can concentrate in your career. Being someone understanding is not easy, having constant hope in a r/s is much harder.

TRUST is in the air

I dont care what other ppl think and commented about you. Well, your action dont really proof to me anything though. I insisted to believe in you. Well, I hope you are clear of what you want now.

Extraordinary & Specialty

Yes, we had lots happy time together and we have build up lots of fun interesting hobbies together which i think you are awesome & someone so special to me. I feel sad whenever i pass by the toy shops or what we used to do together and try to give each other suprises. We celebrate odd days. If you celebrate this month anniversary, I will do random arrangement. Even thats jst a normal day, we will pamper ourselves with nice food or fun toy or happy movie.

We are weird but fun. This makes me sad. I guess there are things we can never change or overcome. Such as my stubborness and your timing problem. I always think, if you love that person, you will do whatever it takes to be there as soon as possible. You will want to be the first one to know everything. You will want to impress and stand by the person and be the only final one. I think im such hopeless person to u. anyway....

Farewell 2009

Thank you for giving me such sweet memorable time, spending all these while with me. For this anniversary, I have done up something, since during your birthday (we, with the kids, didnt even have opportunity to pass you the gift) you were busy with your colleagues celebrating in office, so I decided to give you something for 2009. You can use it, you can throw it away, you can hide it, you can do what you like with it. Will try to give you by before 31 Dec 2009, it wont take long to pass you thing. Less than 10seconds. So long 2009!

*lovely*

I love you!

I love you are who you are
i love you as you will be
I love you because there's this little part
(My heart)
that tells me that
You and I
simply meant to be.

Today morning till now feeling uneasy. My heart feels weird. Something just not right. Wonder what gonna happen again...

Today Andy Goh the printer came to find me. Supposed yesterday he text me say wan to have lunch with me. Find me either for more biz or invite me to attend talk. i was out with boss and told him no. Coz i had full day plan for my clients.

Then he pushed to today. OMG! i went out and i totally forgotten abt this lunch appointment. He says he wanted to pass me a book, therefore i go. i ask anderson to go with me, fiona and kenneth. Coz that 2 man know him and i have fiona as my lunch kaki.. Everyone happy then I relieve.

Then ended up only me and him had lunch over amoy st hawker. Super duper crowded and i hated it so much. We had a quick lunch with those strangers beside us. I scolded him becoz of the JCC project, the golf balls missing from the FA. Got to know he and the printer we are currently working merged. they will supply man power for installation while the main boss, wilson, will do the printing.

OH Gosh! from then on i started to bombard him kaokao.. Coz he supply man power for installation and the 3 installations i have now and past weeks all screwed up! what the hell happening now?!! Can someone explain to me what went wrong?

Now i know! They supply man power and their man power suck!!! Go suck their own thumb! my client ask me to go down to see asap and told me off over the phone. But of cos they were nice enough to ask me to re-do everything and Anderson is smart enough to ask them compensate the whole production. Good job Anderson!

Overall, i jst hate talking to Andy. i dont know his real intention. All i know is he is super duper irritating and i feel like kicking him on his face. And after lunch he walked me back to office. And DT was having his smoking brk. Then from far, he say, eh! nicole! your bf arr?!! I was like WTF u!!! U blind or deaf? or the smoke gets in your eyes? IF the world only left with one man, it can never ever be him! I rather die than having him as my bf! F me man!

then i told DT, hey, ppl got wife and kids. you pls hor... then he replied, wat's wrong with tat and y? Hello DT, nothing is wrong with that to you but that is super duber wrong to me! Firstly, if u dun take him, then dun throw to me. Secondly, i edi have someone and I dont need another one for spare or for watsoever usage/need. Thirdly, he is your supplier not mine. So for wat i need him for? Tell me DT.. He laugh then i walked off.

He came here to pass me a book and the book is now sitting on the desk! He is jst trying to convince me how to think rich. Of coz i think rich, i everyday think like Obama.. But who cares?

DT pls! dont make me pai seh and dont want this kind of thinking and judgement. I hate being accused and i hate taking this kind of nonsense! pls bear in mind for this. No more funny funny thing abt r/s. I love my boy and thats all! cleared and done!

Well, once more i will kick his face! and DT please dun abuse me with this kind of ppl. I thk i deserve someone better. much much better definately!

Another brand new day with more fun stuffs again...

Lovely! woohooo!!!

A happy day!

Hubby to see me! woohoo! *opps..sorry im too thick face to call him my hubby, which he is not yet. but i edi treat him like one since long ago.*

Anyway, I cried last nite when he called me. Cried becoz...shhh..... my nose bleed..and my head was super pain until my tears started flowing aft awhile. A moment later i noticed my tissue was in red. Then i started to panic, thought what went wrong.

Well, if i dont tell, no one will know. So no one will worry about me. Therefore, no one will scold me or ask me to take good care of myself and one lesser thing to worry about in life. Thats what hubby says.

Today Adrian and Darlene was talking about diamond ring and some topic. Then out of a sudden adrian was asking if im engaged, my fb put that status. then i was like erm... not sure leh..Like im the only one thk im engaged.(Malu). Then i text hubby to ask if I can put in our pic as profile pic. But he needs to check first. Anyway, Adrian is a married man who doesnt look like his age. The main thing is, can we have open r/s in fb? i didnt even dare to put up anything in your fb. I scared hubby get angry.

Well, hubby came last nite and we talk and hug and kiss. Finaly after (2 days before 1 month) so long. And my mom worried about me staying at my aunt's place. Every single little thing she worried coz my uncle's incident. Since after he passed away, everyone at home got traumatized. If she cant get me, she will paranoid and worried the whole day.

Not only work, family and hubby..everything just make me tense up.. This is why my migraine is back. Hubby continues to punish me, he sounded like dont wan me to tell ppl ard abt us. I am not sure but i know i nv want an imaginary hubby/bf. i just want to know why and what's in his mind. I dont want to make him abgry again. i have low self confidence and i have to deal with my own fear and yet i have to juggle all the problems i have. God! please help!

I have learnt my mistake, i know whats the prob and i know how to deal with it. but fact is, he is not willing to open up. everyone thinks we are no more together, his colleague is his new gf. Then wat about me still calling him hubby and treating him like one? *sob sob* Really no idea what to do next.

i do not how far they have been. how often they talk and how frequent they texting each other. All i know is, i have limited space to play with. I am afraid to know the fact they are together, which he insisted they are just close friend. Well, i trust him for whatever he says, coz r/s is all about trust. Notice everytime i send him msg, he say will cal me but ended nothing. I msg him and tell him our prob, try to make a step closer, but cant seems to work out well. Sign..when will all these end and when can we have a better life?

Moving forward, i slept very well last nite. It did help! Yes! YES! YES!!! but how long can that last? None knows. I sincerely hope we can go bek to the very first year and i wish i could turn back the time and i could change the whole situation.

He is having prob with his career, i hope to help. I respect and stand by him for whatever decision he has made. He wants to buy car, i will save. So that incase he didnt get his salary, we will still have savings.

I have booked next year trips, planning for diving courses in April-May. Shall start my lesson soon in Feb aft CNY. Then will go mid year holiday for either diving or sightseeing. then year end will be our honeymoon holiday. A 21days open ticket to 5-6 places. WOW! Sounded so nice! Oh Well, all cancelled.

NVM, all i want is patch back the r/s and make sure everything is well done agn then will proceed for the holiday planning. Feb I will be going bek home for CNY, i m hoping he can come with me. Coz i hope to show him what is his stand and his priority.

Am not sure if he will come...

Anyway, time to go to bed. Tomoro will have another long day to go. Averagely 3 meetings aday and friday will be out company xmas party. Hope someone can arrange to send me home if happen i drink. And sat morning will go for swim again.... Hope my migraine better soon.

All the best and hope he will be more open to share...

*love you hubby, no matter what. *

I am in-love with my blog again...

Since a year ago i stopped blogging. due to, tons of reason,same shit different day, work work work. But since after your birthday and lots of hidden reason, out of no choice, i blog again.

Monday always the most sickening day to have for the week. Today surprisingly everything go smoothly. Other than the usual case kena questions till up side down, rushing boh liao jobs, gossips with nonsense, chasing dead deadlines etc nothing special. 7th week in office but feel like 7 years.

Went for production with Marcus and Anderson. Marcus still sick, he is with his 'sexy' voice now. Which i am super happy about it, coz he is so irritating. He jst cant talk to me properly, always must tease me to get things done. So hard to get him to talk and i got pissed when i talk to him after 10 seconds. Anderson as usual the bad temper man in the whole office, understand his job scope and nv blame him. Afterall, they are both 'good' man to chit chat with.

Fiona been bz the whole day, didnt really have chance to talk to her. She got put down by boss during the discussion. I told her she is doing fine and better than certain people. She was touched! haha In life, we need encouragement to move forward. She was there when i need someone to talk to. She was there to encourage me when i was being 'polished' by Anderson.

Time flies. Counting down to Thursday and I shall call for a 1 month celebration. Woohoo! One month without me! How do you feel? i am sad... Since the day i stepped out from the house.

I dont want to presure you. I am putting in effort to build things up and right and i just hope you can take action too. provided if you still want this to happen.

You dont bring me to meet your friends, (u say u jst want to be alone)
you put single in your status, (coz someone change yr status)
you change all your password, (coz u suspect ppl use yr password)
you drift away from me, (u are just too bz)
you hardly text or call me, (u tired and u got lots to do)
we nv meet, (u want to be alone or rest)
we hardly talk, (u ran out of credit)
when i tell u wat i dont like (u ask me to respect it)
i tell u i jealous (u say wat can u do)....
So when i do that to you and you will say FINE!! u want to play like this rite? Throw tantrum! So me how?
I asked you if i shld give up, and you say up to me...

You know this is not what I want to hear and this is not what i want to know and this is not what i expect from you. i never want to ask too much from you coz i am the one who failed you at first.
but all i am asking is such simple thing, your answer, your action.

I dont know how much more time i have left. I just want to do what I want before it is too late. Forgive me if i push you too hard... forgive me for all the stupid things i have done.. Forgive me for being stupid...

I watched "Couple retreat". I think I understand the whole story very well. Talk to my mom abt behaving in r/s. and I feel i have grown up alot. Atleast mature enuf to make me understand r/s has no right or wrong, give until it hurts coz real love hurts, dont take things for granted and be more open in sharing. There is no I or You but US, WE, OUR...

Love is something so magical. Love is hunger, you thrist for it. Love can make someone cut his own wrist or jump from 17th floor. Love can make you laugh and love can make you scream too. Love is amazing after all.

So share me your love..... & I shall love you in return.. I am still waiting for your return. Love ya.

Here we are!! Daddy!! Can you spot us??

This is awesome!!! Mama did it!

Look! MCC is still dreaming! Girapoo acts guai... Bear bear still the same, kena bully all the time. Sirotan looks older. Coz he has to take care of everyone when mama not around. Duckie the big kid behind. LPP, arh...so loving still. Look! She is holding MCC's hand even he is still zzzz....

We are a one big flat family!!

smooooooch... from all of us.

New Year Resolution 2010
part 2


The past:
1- Pick up the unhappy things and learn it thru
2- Dont look backwards, future is more crucial
3- Change the world. Make it your way

Now:
1- Rich Tai-Tai ( I still want to marry you and the bunch of kids still miss you)
2- Stable career
3- Settle down have our own house

For Nic fom Nic:
1- Build up confident in r/s
2- Dont be stuborn
3- Know the priority
4- Be supportive and encouraging
5- Be straight forward and never be ashame to share


For Gab from Nic:
1- Be more open
2- Dont give up easily
3- Quit bad habit (smoke and timing)
4- Be more responsible for future bulding
5- Do not roar and be more gentle

A passionate person fueled by love is a force that no one can defeat. If you do still passinate over this r/s, please follw the instruction below:


A) NO, Let's get our own life.
Please close the window. Thank you for your visit and Have a great 2010 ahead.

B) Yes, I have hope & show me something.
Please scroll down and see what you would expect to receive from me.

"Simple let you 'Yes' be 'Yes', and your 'No' be 'No'; anything beyond this comes from the eveil one"


















Part 1: Expectation - Seeing is believing
1- Low confident
I love to tell the whole world about you and me. Coz im proud to have you! I care about your existence. People love to see us bloom.
Solution: Action speaks louder. Let me show you how it works. Yes? Yes? Secret ingredient!

2- Careless personality
I have short term memory. But this time I will make sure I will change.
Solution: Constant reminder and practise make my memory bigger & stronger. Action speaks louder. I will act fast, so you wont clap with one hand.

3- King Size VS Our own space
I know I neglected your feeling. I am sorry. Mama understands how i feel coz we talk thru it. U are the true love.
Solution: I wont force you to go family trip (king size space). But I do hope you will try to attend family event with me. Respect them and I hope you can be part of the family close to them. Let them know I can rely on you. I will stand by you, my king. Family outing i make sure we will have our own space. Not outsider allowed! *Who lets the dog out! woof woof*

4- Connection with truth - Respect your privacy
I know you need your own space to breath. Let me build up your confident again and I hope by then you will give more in return. When timing is good, things fall in place by itself.
Solution: You will have your freedom. Please inform me your plan so I wont disturb you. I will get somethg to do. But make sure you are safe.

5- Money and Career
I know you have unstable career for now and you hope to build that up and the fulfillment is what you are looking for. Go ahead! I back you up! But no more relying on your parent. I dislike that feeling. You have me!! Encourage one another and build each other up.
Solution: I will work hard and save money. Incase you need money and we can still afford to have good meal sometimes. We work together! I will get more freelance to get more money. But I will make sure I rest enough and eat well.

6- Worries & Tension
I know you constanly worry about me. I felt that way too. I know how you feel now and it is just restless and too much too handle.
Solution: I will not do anything that cause you uneasy. I will make sure I balance everytning out and make sure you know my plan before even proceeding them. This is mutual respect and make sure everything is safe. As you know my parent worry about me being alone here and dont know how to take care of myself.

7- Support and courage
No more emo or dull mood. If you want to do, I will back you up and support you all the way. Respect you as a man and know you can take care of everything.
Solution: No matter good or bad outcome, no regret no complain. Take everything in life a learning path. Being supportive and encouraging will make you feel least presure.

8- Last but not least - Principle
Our hearts are to be open to each other. How do I want you to treat me, in return, I must do it first!
Solution: My friends. I make sure you know all of them. (part of the confidence building). They do have names and yes and I will tell you who they are. I will treat you well, coz i need someone to treat me well too. I will not be ashame to tell you things, how much I love you, if i jealous, if i feel uneasy and be more open for ideas.

Unchecked: Disconnection, defensiveness, control, immaturity, and selfishness. they have the power to infect an entire r/s, they can harm or even end a connection.

What I want and need:
1- Respond -Confrontation serves as a wake up call. if you dont respond and take action, we can only stay in sms. I feel cold. If you are not ready or I would love to hear from you about what you wish to have from me. I sincerely love to know that. It will serves as part of motivation.
2- Support - really need your support in moving forward. Hope we can go a level up and physical and mentally support is crucial to me.
3- Courage - in order for me to bring you more confidence, I need courage. I still feel weak and without your acknowledgement, i have no direction and i do not know what you are thinking. I am lost! Totally helpless.
4- Assurance - I hope after everything you will not be hesitate to give. I would love and appreciate that.
5- Understanding - I have my fear in this r/s. but I hope you will give and continue to be supportive. Need your constant understanding to help to build a better me and our future together. I will heal my wound until yours are healed and settled.

"Give until it hurts, coz real love hurts"



What if i failed to delivery again?
1- I will give up whatever in Singapore and leave after next year.
2- You can have all the kids with you. So that I wont malu each one of you.

NEW YEAR RESOLUTION 2010
part 1

2009 review:
From Nic to Gab.
For her:
1- Be more caring & loving

For him:
1- No more lighters. Quit smoking totally
Penalty: No baby with you
2- No more poker till late. Latest 12:30am must reach home sleep unless next day is holiday.
Penalty: If not ontime or never keep promise, then no more playing poker.
3- No more shouting or raise up voice. Be more patient and gentle
Penalty: Silence treatment for awhile
4- No more sleeping late. Latest 11pm must be on bed. Then next day get up and take bus to work.
Penalty: Cab fare double charge or worse I will move out.
* Any situation worst than the above, please bear all circumstances and cause incurred by yourself. Dont blame others.

Happy Things or Things I/You have learned:
1- Love is being stupid together. We had lots of fun having good food and exploring new places.
2- How to love. Love is something abstract. Love is gentle. Pampering is sweet.
3- How to be more patient and more gentle
4- How to share and not to be ashame of sharing
5- What is priority
6- Stand by the person whom you love no matter what. Deal with it behind the scene.

Sad Things or Things I hate to remember:
1- My uncle passed away! :'( that's hurt!
2- When you say you give up on me.
3- When you do/say nothing at all. I dont feel loved.
4- Travel alone.
5- Helpless and not supportive.

Things to be changed & improved:
1- How to share and confront yet without anger or hate
2- Never beat around the bush, straight to the point
3- Stand by you and be more caring
4- Remember my weaknesses and promote change
5- Be more loving and lovely (that's my name!)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!!!
*cheers* *claps* *whistles*



Let's celebrate!! Woohoo!!!


MCC: What? Where? When?

LPP: Is daddy back? hmmm.. *rubbing eyes* I didnt see him for awhile.

Sirotan: He is away now, mummy says. *miserable*

Girapoo: *jumps out from blanket* HUH? HUH? away? then will he buy us presents?

Bear Bear: *claps* I love presents and surprise!! Xmas is near too. Yes!!

Duckie: *Green eye* That's why MCC has that stupid thin tiny candy cane.. *stare*

Sirotan: So how? It's daddy's big day!!!!! woohoo!!! Where to? *rolling around the bed* Let's celebrate!!!

MCC: At home, ask daddy to cook.. *giggle*

LPP: I want swensens!!! *wink*

Duckie: I want mashed potato! Same color as my skin tone and as soft as me.. I don't mind to sit in the orange bag again. *rock* blairrrr...

Girapoo: I want to go east coast!! BBQ!!! Prawning! Fishing!!! I want to go out!!! *stomping legs*

Bear bear: *sigh* You forever! I want Paddington Pancake! I saw the pictures from mummy. I want pots of gold with ice-cream! *slurp*

LPP: I want to go Bangkok! I miss having big bed with mummy and daddy!! *sad* and other duckies in the bath tub too....

Sirotan: We already have something for daddy. But not sure if daddy will keep it. *frown* He don't want us anymore. *sobs*

Mummy: Hey babies! Daddy still misses you all! & badly! Let's take pictures and show to him okay? *hugs* Erm.... *pondering* Why not we go visit daddy tomoro? *wink wink*

Babies in group: *make noise* Woohoo!!!! yea! I want! I want! I want! *Girapoo pushes Bear bear & jump on Sirotan's head*

Girapoo: Can I stay with daddy? I miss sitting on his face and fart! *laugh out loud* muahahaha! then he will swing me up high in the air! *shiver* so scary!

Bear bear: *sad* Me too! I miss his pokie face!

Sirotan: Let's visit him! but are we too big to squeeze in the bag? too heavy to carry? Mummy, can we?

Mummy: What about you all stay over for awhile? Spend sometimes will daddy? Daddy needs you all around to support him and comfort him. *sobs* Let me ask daddy and bring you all over tomoro okay? Then you all keep him accompany awhile. & remember to bring the gift over.

Mummy: *Text* Hi! Special invitation: We would like to hang over @ your place for awhile. We promise not to mess up the place but to stay beside you and stay with you. We wanna celebrate your birthday with you coz we care and we would love to. Can we? from a bunch of rebellious kids.

Mummy: Alrite. We will wait for daddy's reply. Let see if he welcomes you all.. *laugh*. Let's go pack and get ready the gift. Tonite all of you gonna go on diet else wont be able to fit in the bag. *grin* then I can have all the snacks! woohoo!!

A note to daddy:

Girapoo: Yeah! dadddddy... I am coming! Gonna sit on your face and fart on your head! *grin* Bring me car ride? Swing me high? Comb my fur? Bring me buffet?

Bear Bear: I wanna hide under your face and sleep with you again, but make sure you don't drool on my body... *cover both eyes* no eye see.

Duckie: I want you to lie on me and rock! yea! Touch my soft fur and comb my fur again...*love* Bring me out with your orange bag again can?

MCC: Yiii!!! Then my candy cane how?? Later daddy sure hide it somewhere or anyhow hang on my neck or my tie... *:(* Bad daddy! *stomping feet*

LPP: Clean me up! I am grey now.. But don't keep slapping my face, it hurts. *Ouch* Bring me Bangkok again?

Sirotan: I miss you daddy! But don't press on me! *LAUGH* Mummy says I am going to have new clothes. Should I hang it on the christmas tree first and open it in boxing day? And are we going to decorate the christmas tree together and have it in the room?

Mummy: Happy Birthday to you! Thanks for having them in our life. I treasure them and I hope you will take care of them for few days. Arg! they are too noisy! they nag me more than I do now. I miss having you by my side and I am sorry for disappointing you. Alrite. Don't spoil the mood. Do let me know if you can keep them for few days. Have a happy big day!!! woohoo! *cheers*. Love you always!

Malacca Trip aka Family Trip
Oct 2008 3 days 2 nites
Father, Mother, ME & Sista. Brota got school. coz we are not his gfs...:S

Morning Breakky:
Remember the olden days!
Rock my morning with nice breakky place!


Rock cafe

Morning Juices make me wanna poo..... :P

Morning healthy breakfast gave me energy to shop. shop. shop..

Afternoon LUNCH!! Time flies very fast. Flip and blink my eyes abit then lunch already.

WOW!!!

Melaka Famous Chicken Rice Balls.. I love balls!!! Yum~~

Hot red asam fish head! shit! my saliva dripping now!!!

My fav roasted pork. Most ugly Otak Otak, and sour veg.

The Eye of Malacca

Chill Chill Chill. Ang Mo Tea Time ~Beer and Meat!!

They were busy resting their foot after such long hour of walking! God! Found out we didnt really shop alot but laugh alot. Laugh at what? haha come near and i will share some *malu* story with u...:P

My sweet sweet beer!

The night market. The day still young!!! Shop more!!! :)

Oh no! they are cute! what to buy? which is better?????

My sista buys and my father stares.

and my mom walks.

and me...snaps...:D cute!!!!
They are family and they are around Malacca!



This is the champion of the day! Dental clinic! Dare u to go for a tooth check!

Wong See Hai Dental!




Our day tour! We are history lover but hate to pay.

What talks her?????

Baba & Nyonya. Uncle and aunty. Ah sou and Ah pek. Ah Ma & Ah Pa.

She loves flat stuffs coz she is O.

She was.............. in the guided tour.


This is the main history topic that we are interested in.


The main thing that we wanted to touch and see.. wooo~~

One of my fav character. Giffy.

They call it Qi Ling. They are a gift to rich people.

Life size giraffe.

Puppet show theatre..

Show started with 2 funny servants. One peep and one nod. and we laugh!!

Mong Kang Singh

Miniature.. i like!!

They having a good life... No need to think what need to be done for the day.

Lady's path. No man allowed!

Big enough for XXXL size.

Moving now..can u feel?

The coins.. u wan crocodile or turtle?

Wallpaper..
The map..

The river king!

They started to sail on my birthday...but not birth year..

My father was the 'gong' player. He hit and laugh...hahaha

Resting corner. We peep and splash water to the people ard the market place... Time to continue shopping again....hehe..

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