I miss the old us. I love the new us.
I treasure everything about us.
I miss the time we used to lied down and watch show and fall off to sleep.
YES YES! when i lied on your tummy, i felt the familarity. i feel the touch that we used to have.
It's kinda sad. It's another level of happiness. It's new stage of hope.
I love and hate you at the same time.
I love the way we have our new vision.
I love the tinkling, poking and pinching feelings like in my heart.
I love the passion we have to set time to meet.
I love the way we talk to each other.
I love the fun that we are having now.
It is another level of happiness.
I hate how you tease me. I have a low self-esteem.
I hate you stress me out. I want to give the best to you.
I hate how you treated me last time. I lost my confidence.
I hate when you just say say and never action. I look forward to see you again. Therefore, I keep your words.
It is kinda sad.
I love to see you sleep. Though you snore and twitch, it is the same old you.
I love the way you rub your goaty on my face. Pain and rough but I know you are with me.
I love when you try to make me laugh. I know my horse laughters brighten up your day.
I love the way you rub my hand. I feel the warm connection from my finger tip to my heart.
I love the way when you pull me closer to your chest. My heart melts when you stare at me.
I love when you con me. I love when you laugh at me. I love us.
All this moments are meant to be personalize. And they are us, who we are.
It is a new stage of hope.
I love us. I love who we are. I love you and me.
This time we went to Ikea to have meat balls again. But this is kinda diff feeling. Now you have a car, and I am no longer staying with you. I am having LPP and you have MCC back (we just exchanged). Now you have what you used to have, just like the day before we know each other..
Life afterall is a cycle. You chase, I run. You hide, I search. I disappear, you happy! *Laugh* That's what you ask today. If you meant it, i will do. So tell me, if you do mean it.Love,
^So-lovely^
