Saturday, January 09, 2010

What if...

Do you know...
Wonder why...

Do you know I worry about you?
Wonder why you hate worrying about me and yet you make me worry so much abt you?
Do you know I hate when I call you and you never pick up?
Wonder why you never even return call when you see missed call?
Do you know this makes me helpless?
Wonder why you are such cruel and never bother?
Do you think you want me to 'taste' the old me?
Wonder why if you think I never learn my lesson and still want to punish me?

All I want is just that little attention to make my heart at ease.
Well, am i asking too much? *Maybe

If this is all you could do, after 3 missed calls and 2 sms, and all you did was just a short sms say sorry and will call me soon. If this is all you could do, should I claim that I am not important than your work or at all? BTW, i feel left out.

Yes, I deserved this punishment coz I dont know how to treasure you but I do appreciate what you did last time. I dont need you to quit your job just to show how crucial this r/s is, all i need is just this little attention to show you are still concern and care about this r/s.

I remember there was once I call you and you didnt pick up. You didnt even return call, at all. I never send you sms or call again. I was sad, totally upset about this. Well, if im too much and you think this is annoying then i shall just cut this off. I dont want to make you feel irritated or 'fan'.

Im open and you have your options. If you think this is too much, please tell me. If I have no right to do so, pls do share with me. I just want to know what is in your mind. If this is not what I should do, then forgive me and please let me know.

I know I worry abt you especially the moment when you get your new car. I worry even more when you on the road. Sorry to say, I dont think I will stop worrying about you even if you ask me so. Maybe I would cut down slowly. If you tell me stop worrying about you then i guess i know your point.

I think when you love a person, you will constantly worrying about your loved one.

Proof me wrong.

^Not-too-smart-lovely^