Find a balance

If you never said no to anything, you would be a puppet. If you never said yes, you would be a dictator.In the middle is the give and take of a good relationship, in which you negotiate and persist when something is important to you.

I had a hectic monday. How about you?
I feel old and my back pain since 2 weeks ago. I think i need a proper working place and bed.
Perhaps a good massage would help. I think I need to go look for the chinese doc nearby my house. I eagerly need the medicine.

I am very happy today. Talk to boss abt the City Square Mall campaign. I explained to him about the ideas and the overall research I have done. He was impressed and I told him about the stupid Jeffrey Wong's case. I am disappointed with him and since I have nothing to lose so I went straight to boss and talk to him abt it. I cant just sit there and wait for miracle, and I cant just sit there and wait for ppl to pull down my reputation.
*Praise* Good girl!! Anyway, boss told me he will conduct the meeting tomorrow. *Evil laugh*

After talking to boss, he came out and talk to J.W about the idea sharing tomorrow @ 1pm. Coz J.W told me when i amend the brief and send to him he will see when he can come bek to me for idea sharing. But lucky boss told him tomorrow briefing @ 1pm and he has no say. Then J.W complain to him say my brief not correct though all infor are there. !@#$% *curse and swear*

Then boss told him, my brief is enough and very clear edi, what else he wants. Then he insisted not clear. Well, boss ask him dont like that. Well, I know boss will side him coz he has been working here for very long and he is a come bek kid. (good horse dont eat turn back grass - Chinese always say).

Anyway, I am glad and feeling much released now. I have nothing to lose and I shall do what I think is right. To protect my feeling.

Hate working with this kind of ppl. Well, looking forward to my little shop. I dont want to work for ppl anymore! Thanks for your great offer, I dont mind preparing your meal and cleaning your room. I dont mind doing those for you. I am sure I will enjoy taking care of you and I dont need your shit in return too. *laugh*

I still miss you since yesterday. i was super tired last nite and i think i did say something nonsense. *laugh out loud* When im sleepy, I cant type sms. Please forgive me if I say something stupid or act like alien.

I am still who I am, the ^Lovely^ you used to know and loved.