Forgiveness, Reconcilation & Trust

...Thought we have been here before, where things happened, you apologized, we got right back together, and nothing really changed. So this time, I want us to figure out a way to work towards getting back togother when i feel as though you are doing something different I can trust.

I am sorry but I have to learn to trust you again, and that has to be based on your actions. And you know it takes two to tango. I dont want you feeling as if I'm holding it against you. If we have desire to continue the r/s and we need to work through significant issues.

I feel like im living in darkness. There won't be a future if we keep doubting on each other's life. Im guessing abt your faily life and you are suspecting me. I want to trust you, I want you to know I am open and transparent enough to share my world with you.

I am disappointed and annoyed.. I just want to get over this quickly.

I am sorry if I have put you down. I just dont know how to react. I just want you to be more open to me and tell me things. We are far apart, with my own strenght, we cant go far. Unless I am walking alone.

Tell me what you want and what we can do. Please....

I will be here...

*lovely*