Human = animal

Human is a funny animal.

Human can read animal.
But human can't read human.

Animal only has one aim.
Get stomach full.
Human has more than 100. Maybe 1001 aims in life.

Sometimes I have no idea why would a human like to stay late for work & come to office super early the next day. Continueously for 20years. Is that all in life?

Ya. I'm sure when you are happy about work place, colleagues, environment etc. But you still have a family at home waiting for you.

What is life all about? I'm curious.

My GM work like mad all day long. She handles the major 2 clients. Everyone in the office is practically under her. But to me, she does not suit this position. Everyone says she more like a snr manager.

After 7 solid days working in office, I only talk to one client. Met 2 of them. Don't knw anythg about the past history, past job, coatings and clients' background. I mean what they like, their working style etc.

GM handles everythg. Even call a girl for recording check her timing & book VO studio all done by her. Is she being secretive or she thinks I'm not capable?

Tomoro 9:30am supposed to go down to client's office to try the new product. Happened to be press check time too. I ask the ae who is currently serving her notice to help to attend the press check while I can bring the ppl down to try product.

Guess what?! Human is complicated enough to understand. GM told me she will go try the product while I go press chk. & the girl who is serving her notice now sit in office do nothg. While GM she herself told me she very busy. Yet she doesn't knw how to use the right resource.

If she so worry that anyone will steal her clients by jst attending meeting with clients privately, then thanks. You may wan to open door & let me leave.

I don't understand. Finally I decide to stick to my plan. I do what I can & I leave for better one. Argue won't solve problem.

I choose what I think my ears like to hear, what my eyes like to see, what my heart likes to feel & what my brain likes to remember. Happy can already!

Freeovely.


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Soft Touch

Gentle & arrousing

Wakie wakie...
Rise & shine!

Today morning smells different. I had 2 weird dreams.

First, I dreamt about my family going for trip. This advanture trip enough to make me struggle & sweat in air con. Terrible terrible terrible.

We went to this island so call our new home. Amazing, fantabulous, sweet, extraordinary...

This new home located in an island. This island is not any round shape or square but tall & thin. Erm..apostle!

We got to take a hot air balloon over & land on the tip of the island. U definately need a good skill or else u will ended up in the sea. And worse is, there are sharks in the sea swimming ard waiting for 'brainnnnn..' *hic!*

This is amazing! & we hop on the hot air balloon & started our journey to our new home. We were up few thousand feet high from sea level, cold, scary, windy coz it's winter. $@€¥^#}*

Managed to land safely & head to our new home. Wooden concept. Master bedroom with bathtubbbbb!!! Another room with water reflecthology system, sauna, shower, steam room. Effing cool!!

Kids room, guest room, kitchen, living room, one small room with one arm chair in it and yard.. Cool house!

Then v head out to visit the area. The guide says he will bring us ard to 'familiarize' the place. Actually there's nothg ard the house. If I can't find u, i knw u are dead - in the sea eaten by shark. That's the scary shit part!

Then v head to c shark. Shark feeding time! Yuks! Mom say no dad say want! I scared like shit! & the tour guide hang us all in the middle of the sea, low enuf to touch the water & if the shark jump...... Bye bye world!

Then there come the sharks!! Arhhhh!!!!!! My mom almost kena bite!!!

The shark got her straps..& pulled her away from us. I screamed help!! Quick!!! I ask my dad to help & he's up there shaking head..

I was angry coz no one help out..& I keep pulling keep pulling & suddenly the pouch became very light & realized my mom's gone. I screamed & yelled for mom & ask the guide to help. My dad still sitting up high shaking his head. I hate these ppl.

The guide started throwing meat the other side to draw their attention away so he can go down the sea & look for mom.

And my mom was holding her breath under the water.surprisingly my mom was pretty calm & steady. Totally love it!

Then tour guide pull her up & v all help her. I was kinda upset about my father. I know he can't do anythg about it. Oh well, how could I be so logical in my dream.

This dream totally driving me crazy! My mom scared of open water. She can't swim & she will get panic if water is over her neck. Non sense panicing dream. F my morning! Insane!


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拒决的伤痛

不懂该这么办不知这么做才可以让你明白。有些事其实很简单但却又很难解决解释。想告诉你但又怕被骂，不知你有发现你给我的压力有多少。用中文写下，是因为不知该不该告诉你。如果你嫌眼花还是不明白可能是注定的吧。我也不知该怎么面对你向你解释。

一班人走在大马路上，有多少人带着愉快的心情走路？有多少人是无奈的？那又有多少人是带着遗憾的上路呢？

不开心的事太多了。从前开心的人很多。日子久了，大家都开始厌倦了。有很多时候你都说我烂用你。不懂的珍惜你。你一直说我执着，笨，没记性，种种不同的问题。

我的问题只有几个。你回不回我也不勉强你。我说过，只要你说对！我就对。你说好，我就点头说好。

你的心一直都没变过吗？从前你会放心去哄我，我都听你的。你说我take it for granted。原谅我的笨脑袋，我真的很想知道我做了什么会这样。

两个人在一起就要互相扶持，关心，提醒对方什么是对的什么是令人讨厌担心的。而我却一直都不知道错在哪里。也许你说的对，我很笨。

我很想知道。我想把它们都写下然后绕绕记着不再犯。可是一直都被你拒绝。不管床上事，房里的东西，出去玩，都是有种酸酸的感觉。

也许我们都无法回到以前那种甜蜜。你已经不会再去我家，你认为我无法给你安全感。你知道吗？我家人问我们是否还在一起？为什么你没来看他们？

如果我也不去你家呢？你家人会问吗？

你当初生气我把她的电话号码给你妈，你不相信我没打给她。你还说你们之间没什么。那你干麻那么生气我打给她？你害怕吗？她心里有鬼吗？

想想已经过去的，这次说完我以后也不再提了。因为心和脑袋已经装不下了。开心的都听。你想解释我都会听，不想开口就忘了吧。勉强没幸福。

你已经不想再跟我有身体上的接触了吗？我不想只是逗你开心虽然是我愿意的。我不避你因为我感觉到被拒绝。很不好受。

一对恋人的故事里都有一起的字眼。没有单一。

不管怎样，我还是会尽力而为。我希望我有进步。希望你会告诉我需要改进的地方。虽然压力很大（你给的压力不少）我还是谢谢你的推动。

述说：不是他不够爱你，而是你太在乎他。

是这样的吗？那该是时候让心去旅行轻松了。


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God's creation

Shoulder to shoulder.

Thank god for such beautiful element. I love shoulders!
Especially shoulders that with nice muscle contour, soft & warm of coz hard enuf to sustain the weight of my head.

Shoulders are not only for head also mr. teeth & mrs. tears. I love chewing shoulders. They are meaty enuf to make me feel hungry for them. *yummy~*

Tears. Tears drop on certain shoulders only. U won't simply hug a stranger & cry. U will only choose a trustable one.

Shoulders grow together. They grow young, they grow dirty, they grow fat, they grow weak together. They are like my name: lovely. :)

Here's the question: u ready for a backpack holiday, what are you going to bring?
Work?house's furniture? Parent? Your baking stuffs? Car?

When :we: (2) committed in a r/s, we intend to worry alot about our partner. If he is pleased with what she offers. If she is happy with what he has been provided to the house.

Shoulder is getting heavier here.

In a r/s not just about being in-love but being together having each other to share love,burden,stress,kisses,hugs, & lots.

Often u feel rejection in a r/s. Learn how to say no in a softer way. It lightens up the burden of your shoulders after saying no.

Always remember, shoulders come in pair. They can't leave each other. Balance the love & shares.

No more you or me but we. Happy together enjoy together & share together. And sun burn together.

I heart shoulders!

^lovely^

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Love begins with a smile :)

Don't let it stop!

F is all over the place.

Today my first outing with new colleagues. They are f&f*!

On the way from boon lay to kaki bukit... We talked to the cab driver.

The topic is nothing f*^. But make everyone laugh & realize life ain't easy in Singapore.

The cab driver says alot of taxi missing in town. They have gone to sentosa to gamble.

He also told us one of the aunty share with him, $100 is worth to pay. Early morning after market,she will pack & go sentosa. About 5+ she will go home to cook for the children. If go genting then abit clumsy. Children been complaining now dinner & house messy if mom gone too long. She also commentec that sgpore gov is kind enuf just to charge $100.

We laugh like mad! Sgpore gov kind?!?! Hahaha

Heavy jam! & hit topic about COE!!

Those ppl own a car staying in condo are rich outside poor inside. U might never knw they drive sports car but eat white bread.

And we also calculate a car COE is $70,000 & salary is abt $2000 per month. $48,000/year. How many years of salary can the person clear the $70,000 COE? And how many times u drive the car in one day? Do u thk it is worth to buy car now?

Haha do u still consider sgpore gov kind??

Another topic abt the rented Hse to 19maids. If one maid pay $300 (round up) 20 maids per month abt $6000. The owner need not to work anymore.

Last topic, little India mustafa. They will be fully open tmr & the taxi driver say nite time can't go there. Can't see them unless they smile. & if one bunch of them cross road without open their mouth, car sure bang them like bowling.

Hahahahahahaha taxi uncle damn f*^+!!!

Today f topic till here. Enjoy f*^%# jokes for the day!!

* friendly & funny
*^ fun
*^% funny
*^%# freaking







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Slow Mo

40 land hours @ 4 days
5-8th April 2010.

Its gonna be kidding!
Just barely 4 days!
Seems like 4 years!

Red alert.
It definately got to end somewhere.
I hate 'waiting'!
She says: 5 mins means something to somebody.
YES!!! It means I have extra *Qin Chun* without wrinkles on my face!
YES!!! It means I have extra 5 mins to feel the world!
YES!!! It means I have extra chance to change things!
YES!!! It means I have extra turn around time!

Let's do a simple calculation.
Let's then decide if I still sit and keep wasting time or do something about it!
Pro: Shiokness!

1. I sit there surf and do my own things and wait for end month to get salary.
2. I have plenty of time to do my own things.

Cons: Go rusty!

1. After whole day of doing-nothing and still have to stay late to clear some rubbish. Totally waste of energy!
2. Effectiveness and efficiency rate drop!
3. Become more lazy to use brain and move around. No wonder they say I am a quiet cat in office!

So? What should I do now?

*Dullovely*

Can't wait.

Too fast too furious

What do you have?

Do you have the heart for pancake cafe?

Erm.. I might be fast..

But I have nothing concrete and proper direction.

Need advice and ideas..

This time is concept.

Cute cartoon chips.

Should we use this kind of concept?

Or? 

er.... 

Take away!!

Delivery!!

I am sure we can do delivery one day.

We can have theme party too.

Pan-cake, pan-cupcake.

Seasonal pancake. Festive time special.

Such as - my signature special -Pots of love. 

All love shape pancake with special sweet sauce and ice-cream.

Yummy!

I am sure the girl will faint and the guy will bend his knee and propose on the spot.

Muahahaha! *laugh out loud*

Symbol / icon / logo

Are wengoing to have a nice cute and easy to remember icon?

From the icon we can extend it to different different story or sub-logo/icon later.

This is what I have been thinking..

What pancake icon I can use that it will last and can be developed further..

Tricky!

Comic concept.

Shld we do a comic-style company history?

Or we should make the pancake cafe more serious?

Erm.... how? :/ 

This is unique but old idea.

I guess pancake shop might not buy this idea.

but good to know.. :)

Premium Fruity Puds

Will the pancake one day have its own packaging too?

Aww! I am hungry now.... :S

Mixes well but never blends in.

My WWW

Wonder What's Wrong session.

Today woke up in a different mood.
Wonder what's wrong I have such feeling. *puzzled*
Therefore, I set up this WWW - Wonder What's Wrong session to find out more about some curiosity.

I suddenly miss the feeling of being kissed. I miss being kissed, having plenty of kisses.
Kiss is a verb. Kissing is an action with affection and passion. *Me love*

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Actions are well-trained by professional instructor.

Right management picture sponsored by ^Lovely^

You may know there are few types of kisses.
Name you some.
Eskimo kiss, french kiss, butterfly kiss, smacker kiss, peck kiss, fairytale kiss..
You may have your very own way of kissing. Share la!*

I have this weird kinky feeling this morning.
I want to be kissed. I thirst for kisses... *sob sob*
I love being kissed on my forehead before going to bed, wake up and from time to time.
but...

What does a kiss on the forehead mean?


Do you know the answer?
Do you like being kissed on the forehead? or where? and why so?

I miss that night. I will remember that night forever even when I am in my 50s with all white hair.
I know things are different now. Things can never be the same again.
Everything is unique and no repeat can be the same as the very first time.
I still want lotsa kisses..


*Kisses Greedovely*

Sorry VS Sincerity

When you say yes, I will not say no.

The meaning of Sorry.
Sorry doesn't mean anything. But why they put that in dictionary?
**confused**

Well, you say sorry when you mean it.
I do. I have a high ego (i admit) saying sorry is somewhat tearing my skin and make me feel bad.
When I say sorry, I make sure I mean it. If not I won't say it.

Sorry to make you waited for me..
Sorry for disappointed you.
Can you please forgive me because of my special excuse? I hope you get to rest more.

I know the disappointment. I promise not to let you wait next time.
When you say you want to come, I will say yes. Come come!
When you say yes, I will not say no.

I feel happy when you scold me, coz I know you want the best for me.
I am sorry that I took your words personally. coz they hurt me.
I will learn and make sure no matter how tired you are, when you say yes, I will just let it be yes.
I should learn how to be more blur.
Too much logic sometimes will kill the mood.

Sorry. My last sorry. I will never want to say it again.
Please forgive me. I know I am stupid.

*Madly-deeply-sorry*

Back to an Island

This is not stone age.
This is a real island.
The island has a huge theme park and nice garden
A scent of nice smell and typical island structure surrounding.

This island gives me crazy memory and madness ideas.
An island that not full with fishes but laughter.

I call this island - home.
But it does sound too strong for now.
What is home all about?
What is an ideal home?
Where and how it should be?

After watching a movie, the actress says, 家是心的旅店。听听心它怎么想。
This is an abstract home. but the more visible home?
Where would you like to call ^Home^?
I wish to have a home too..

Coming back to this island make me feel like I am bek to war place.
Hectic and have to constantly think how to survive.
The feeling of coming back home is so much different.
I enjoy the moment in the other home where I can take things for granted for a moment
and let people pamper me awhile.
Enjoy the pampering while I can. Coz soon i know I will have to be strong on my own for very long time.

This island is not an easy place. Wish me luck!

Cheers,
^Lovely^

Over / Dued/ Expired

It is a was.

It is a past.

I think often a couple after they broke up, they will stop contacting each other as well as their friends.

Is this a mutual understanding?

Or is this a standard procedure?

Is this statement in the agreement?

Or it is just a common statement applied in each r/s?

I don't get it last time.

But

I do

now.

It is tiring when you need to explain to the people around you the broke up reason.

It is tiring when you need to repeat atleast 10 times the same shit different day

It is tiring of doing all this while your friends are so interested about the reason.

Do you think that's important to know the reason why they broke up?

Do you think you can help even you know why?

Do you think so?

Forgive but not forget. 

Why not let everything fade off slowly by itself without asking the reason why again.

Let's move on and dont think so much.

Happy can already.

Cheers!

wish you happy!

^Lovely^

Wake Up

It is just a dream.
Be more realistic.

I dream about working in the same office with you.
Feels weird and lots of funny stuffs going on throughout.

First day at work I was being arranged to sit beside you.
Make myself clear, no one knows about us, our past, our love story.
The office had 2 sides. one servicing and the other side is admin HR and misc.
Designers dunno why they all sit in front of us.

I sat beside you and it was not a table but a cupboard.
I was sitting on a tall stool and kinda unstable and the cupboard full with stuffs.
I don't have anything but only one pen and some color pencils which was mine I brought to work.
When the AE send me job brief to check, i need to highlight if i understand and whatever i need to teach the AE. Most of the staffs in the company in servicing and designing department are guys. Fun and cheerful colleagues.

Since no one knows about us, and we never talk much.
The other male colleagues talk to me and laugh at my so-called table. And ask the admin why they all bully me. The table is like those small open cupboard stall. very cute and special design.

Well, you went out for meeting and one guy with long hair came and gossip to me about office. and he intro the other colleagues to me and the girls seem they like him alot. He is not handsome but friendly enough to draw attention.

And when he whisper to me about the girls, everyone laugh and they throw things at him. then happened you came bek. You saw and you stared at me. You eyes ask us since when we both so close.

Then he brought me to the bus stop and we went lunch and after work (It was raining at noon) the floor was wet and the girls with heels all standing on the stairs. And the long hair guy clean the stairs and let me sit. I was like (WOW! no wonder the girls like u so much!) then we all sat down there and eat snacks and chit chat about each other. Like a mini ice breaking session.

He super funny. He did break dance and lots of jokes, the girls all laugh with tears. Then you came and ask if I need a ride home ard 7+. Then i nod then walk to the car with you. Everyone stare at you wonder why u suddenly so cold. ( I dont know either)

Then I smile and wave at them and go with you. In the car you ask me how's first day at work then i replied with a smile and say okay.

I woke up with a smile. I wish I will have colleagues like that long hair guy, so friendly and the fun working environment.

Wake up liao! Back to the real work, looking forward to the new working environment. Time to start brand new.

Happy Day!

Awesomlicious Saturday

Surprise! Surprise! Surprise!

Never had such outing since 6months ago.

It was awesome!!!

I know my weakness. - Can't decide what to eat when come to food. :( 

Everything seems so okay with me.

Everything seems so nice to me.

Everything seems alrite with my taste bud.

I know my weakness. - I too rely on you to decide. :(

Everything you say seems good to me.

Everything you decide seems prefect to me.

Everything you plan seems awesome to me.

Arghhh... I feel bad.. :(

I suddenly seem so lost while I am half way typing this blog.

I feel like sobbing hard. Coz I feel touched when I see those pictures.

I feel like yelling loud. Coz I miss you badly and I love you.

I feel like shouting. Coz I am happy to have you and I wish I have improve at least a little of your expectation.

Am trying hard...

Thanks for giving me such AWESOME and DELICIOUS Saturday.

Sorry to make you so tired.... 

Awesome Chocolate place

LOVE

Happy Ester and Happy Hen day!

Coz only hen lay eggs.

:D

Ya new baby - Da Black Bird, Fly.

FLAT. -_-lll

what a xiao zhang face... hmph... 

:S

Thanks for the awesomlicious Alpaca 66%

It was gorgeous the taste!

Sweet hot chocolate, thick and bitter.

Simply perfect the combination!

:)

Vanila ice cream with puff.

Sweet* 

:P

Japanese Clear Noodle Jelly.

Use chopstick to eat jelly? HUH?

My first time having such special jelly! 

I Love Jelly!!!!!

:)

Thank you dear!!

Love,

^Lovely^

Happy Last week

Counting down
8 more days to go..

Just now the job agent call and she says ADK having some re-structuring work in progress.
Well, she is kind enough to update me and I am impressed.
First job agent that is so friendly and do her job.

Well, I think fate! God wants me to learn thru hard work. Well, I am sure in the future I will have a chance to join ADK again. muahaha! Si beh boh pai seh! hahahaha!

Anyway, now I am back home enjoying the last week of holiday. I hope this week I can do what I can as a daughter and settle some of the things that needed to be done asap. One item down - EPF nominee. Next is internet. Tonite must talk to them and all decide to get wifi. I know I hardly stay home and use internet, but I think this is more cost effective.

Then house. We will slowly check houses and see. Hopefully by end of this year can get a better place. Then can sell this house for a bigger house. Hope there's is a private swimming pool in the house. muahahaha! day still young leh!!! *slap* wake up okay! hahahaha

How's my dada doing? I wonder if you know why I call 'dada'.. If you don't know..... hahahaha... ask me. If you know then ....tell me...hahahahahah..

Please take care please... then wen I go back I can cook for you and make sure after you work out you can have more nutritious food to regain, recover and recharge. 3R. :)

Tonite's menu:
Main course:
Salted egg prawn, vege, green pea soup (i know you dont like green pea).
Dessert:
Ice-cream
Supper snacks:
(Choice of : Nacho cheese / Veges) and Vanila coke

If you have any special request, please let me know. So I can prepare them.
I will change tomoro's menu according to your body condition tonite.
But...

Tentatively tomoro's menu will be:


Main course:
Congee with meat floss
Dessert:
Rice water Pandan Jelly
Supper snacks:
Ginger Coke

Miss you.

^Lovely^

Shopping Sutra

Pan Pan Pancake!!

I think I am a little impatient and a little too fast.

Survey paper has yet drafted out. 

But signature dishes are out atleast 3.

And interior references are below.

What/ How should the pancake cafe looks like?

Vintage? Cozy? Classy? Elegant?

This is cozy and modern.

A western coffee place.

This is cute and lovely.

They sell cupcakes and juices.

Jewelery shop.

Vintage furnitures.

Black and Purple so Anna Sui!

Tea House

English settings.

Market place.

Bright and modern looking.

Very well structured and easy to shop.

This is so lovely!

Snacks place.

Short stool and cute sissy deco.

Unique chandelier.

I wish to have a nice chandelier that everyone who passes by the cafe will get attracted.

Thai restaurant.

Brown and vintage design.

So what about ours?

Lovely~

Third day @ BKK with Smokey

We continued the shopping @ Platinum Fashion Mall.

Late Lunch @ Manna Siam Paragon!

The stupid utensil make my hand pain. 

They are in square shape. 

Can skip this and try next door Northern Thailand instead.

Retail Therapy full day @ only 5000 baht. 

Worth it? I think!! *Laugh*

My Fav!!! Kawai neh~~

Baby's fav!

Guess what is this?

Retail therapy almost flood the whole bed.

Thailand symbol - Elephant.

Another Kawai shoe! Nice? *Wink wink*

Retail therapy helps to improve blood circulation, burn extra calorie.

As well calm emo-ness.

It works!

Jap soup! Easy as 123!

Suits budget tai tai like me!

Salad in a roll.

After a full day retail therapy, salad helps to balance diet and detox.

Woohoo~

I miss my baby! what baby doing now?
See you soon and will be back to SG on friday evening.
Can't wait to celebrate the real thing with you!!

Lovely~

Smokey Journal

Day 2 in BKK.

This is second day.
Smokey had an extra ordinary breakky.
Check out the camera's pix for more info.
That was gorgeous! That's so local!

Follow by lunch @ central / Zen

This is not buffet. But this's gorgeous too as compared to first day's lunch at Siam Centre.

Awwwwesome!

We @ Pratunam. Shiokness! Mummy took bird nest sia!!

She is budget tai-tai so she took the cheapest bird nest. 100 baht. 

I wish I have money to let her have better bird nest. *Emo*

*Burp* 

Now you believe me?

We just had bird nest!

Bird nest okay!! *Evil Laugh*

Hello brothers and Sista at home, me and mummy just had bird nest!

Woohoo!

Hey baby, how are you? 

Sorry that I make you tired and now you got to take MC and rest at home.

Next time IF I got to travel early, I better look for cab. *Sob sob*

I wish you rest well and see you home soon.

Muaks! We both miss you badly!

A special dedication from Smokey:

Dear papa, I miss you and the rest at home. Are they good? Shhh... if they are not, I can ask mummy don't buy them pressies. Muahaha! *Laugh*. But I know you not feeling well, are you better now? Sayang sayang. We bought things for you... Oppps... sorry... I don't mean to tell you. Surprise! Surprise! See you soon!

Baby, see you soon! 2 more days to go!

Love,

~Lovely~

Nagging & Whinning

Smokey's Night before going to bed.

She says next time daddy better bring her to somewhere more posh
She says she wants us to remember this ugly-fugly hotel..
She says she wants to tell the rest about all these messy-ness.
She says she miss home and want to go home soon...
And mummy lock the door and I can't reach. *sob sob*

I Recidence Hotel @ Sathorn Rd, BKK.

Smokey whined before going to bed. Coz she saw mummy cooking cup noodle.

She finally got to come up to the table. She so going to have the Bi-hun chicken soup cup noodle.

and it's bl@@dy hell spicy for Smokey. Until she nag says she diok pian. :p

and mummy giggle non-stop. *Laugh out loud*

Mom sayang me back. *Yeah Yeah*

Mom looks messy and tired. Am I too notty or she just tired?

We both miss you all back at home. Gonna see you all soon. *Smile*

~Lovely and Smokey reporting from BKK. ~

Bangkok 8th March

Smokey 1st outing day
Bangkok, Thailand

Siam Paragon
G Market

Smokey fell into the hole when she was trying to hug all the food that she wanted to get.
She says she wants to buy home to share with other kids! *Grin*
*Awww..... * How sweet is Smokey. She misses everyone at home.

Smokey finally touch the 7-up and few cup noodles and some sweets and presents for daddy and siblings.
She is greedy! *Smile*
She has your gene. *cough cough* Don't point finger at me hor! *Laugh out loud*

Anyway, it was a bad start during the luggages check-in. The whole package doesn't come with check-in baggage. And until now I still don't know if that include the airport tax which we should all pay each about 500baht if I'm not wrong. And I couldn't find any information on the print out.

I raised up these few questions to my sis when she did her booking and she ask me to read the print out. And I thought she was familiar Air Asia tour package. Even if she did not know or aware, she should have find out. I am speechless about this arrangement. We are not going to a place where we can communicate with ppl freely. We are not going to a place with low crime like SG.

Then we paid RM60 for the first KL-BKK check-in then return from BKK-KL RM40 for 30kg. This is not worth at all. Never mind, i forgo this issue and moved on. Since I cant do much about it.

Then check-in to the hotel, the person told us we have 3 ppl and we need extra bed. And 500baht per nite. And we say ok. Then the girl came to us and say our room can't fit another extra bed, we must upgrade our room to deluxe room first. And that will cost don't know !@$#$%&* how much. And my fire suddenly up strong then I stood up and started to burn those ppl down one by one. I already shouted out loud in the airport about the check-in luggages case. I dont mind to do another time.

I told them they shouldn't have tell us all this now coz when we booked the tour package we did mention how many person and you all should arrange it. If there's any prob should call/email to us. BUT NOTHING return from them except a confirmation slip. Then they also commented Air Asia send them a voucher about our booking. So? Should we be charged again? Who should be blamed here? they ask us for payment and we have paid, then what else you want? and that amount we pay should be the final cost. IF I AM WRONG, PLEASE EDUCATE ME! I AM F'KING PISSED NOW. I told them out loud when they trying to explain to us that this room can't fit 3 ppl, say, we booked thru Air Asia and they send you email for booking. I only deal with Air Asia and other than those ppl, I will not give a damn. They stared at me and told us ok, let's move in to the room.

Cab cant find the place and I got to call the hotel using my hp. I should the cab the hotel address with the door card. Then how? My fault? This f'king hotel is spoiling my mood.

Then other than the tuk tuk bike, I was edi very pissed and they just call the tuk tuk without asking for price and negotiate. And lucky that store uncle talk to the driver and I can tell thru his expression that he's over charged. So I got down from the car asap. Then screamed at the driver say we dont want to go anymore then scolded my mom and sis.

I kept quiet until after lunch. See, they are now complaining about the air con say not cold. Hot water comes in on and off. Either you get your skin burned or u bathe with cold water. I AM SERIOUSLY PISSED!
AND I CANT WAIT TILL FRIDAY!!!

I swear I will never go with Air Asia tour package anymore and I rather pay extra to get my life easier. If no money then I rather dun go holiday. FML. And secondly, I don't trust those brainless ppl who handle my tour. I hope I can reply on someone and let ppl to incase so I can rest my heart and enjoy the tour. I am sick of keep worrying everyone around me. I cant keep protecting them 24/7. I have only 2 hands and 1 brain. I am sorry.

*phew* Lucky I have Smokey. I cry with Smokey together. I hope Smokey will not have any phobia about going for holiday. I promise to buy her things to compensate and to make her happy. *laugh*

I am going to clear the stuffs. They asking me where to go tomoro. I think it is time to educate ppl after when I got home. I am sorry. I dont mean to trouble you, I know you see this problem long ago, but I give in and now give up.

I am going to  keep quiet and tomoro wake up go out to have brkfast near central. No breaky included in this package. Okay okay. I better stop talking about this hotel. I am tired and I hope I have energy for the 3 days.

I miss you and I enjoy being with you, just you and the kids.

Love, sadly.

Take a break

Have a kit-kat.

Often you won't realize how important a person to you in your life until a time when you feel vulnerable and helpless. And you do not know how strong you can be until you have to coz you were all alone.

Flying off for a break. Definitely not a good timing but since it is set, let it be.

What I feel sad is ..... Oh boy! I wish you can come with me. I am so worry that I will get lost. I am so worry that I can't get to the places we went before. I am so worry that I can't take good care of everyone. I am so worry that I will miss my flight again.. I am so worry that I will miss you badly at night and hoping you were there. I am so worry that I dream about us and yet you were not around.

Afterall, you will not be there with me. and I need you.

After all these disasters, my mom needs a break and I promise to spend more time with her. Her memory is getting bad. She is jobless and my father is stubborn enuf not let her work. He has his point and only one reason why I want my mom to keep working or get something to do is to keep her brain working. I should think of an alternative.

Oh boy, I know I am gonna miss you during this 5 days. I hope to see you when I am back. And I want to compensate this 5 days x 24hrs x 2 during the time we meet. Make sure you spare me sometimes.. :)

Take good care and be good.

Lovely~