Have a kit-kat.
Often you won't realize how important a person to you in your life until a time when you feel vulnerable and helpless. And you do not know how strong you can be until you have to coz you were all alone.
Flying off for a break. Definitely not a good timing but since it is set, let it be.
What I feel sad is ..... Oh boy! I wish you can come with me. I am so worry that I will get lost. I am so worry that I can't get to the places we went before. I am so worry that I can't take good care of everyone. I am so worry that I will miss my flight again.. I am so worry that I will miss you badly at night and hoping you were there. I am so worry that I dream about us and yet you were not around.
Afterall, you will not be there with me. and I need you.
After all these disasters, my mom needs a break and I promise to spend more time with her. Her memory is getting bad. She is jobless and my father is stubborn enuf not let her work. He has his point and only one reason why I want my mom to keep working or get something to do is to keep her brain working. I should think of an alternative.
Oh boy, I know I am gonna miss you during this 5 days. I hope to see you when I am back. And I want to compensate this 5 days x 24hrs x 2 during the time we meet. Make sure you spare me sometimes.. :)
Take good care and be good.
Lovely~
