Hot morning with a red broken lips.
Been having nightmares non stop & distracted my beauty sleep.
"now u can dress up go for your brkfast date. You have 2hrs or more. Brkfast at the garden or fastfood up to both of u. Your journey will take longer than mine. If u thk not enuf time coz u wan to take some photos, do it. No rush!"
"you say before u confirm if she has potential, u will run a test. Think both of u didn't work out. Kiss & snap?"
Anyway, those are not my concern. My concern is I have been having nightmares.
We staying in hostel. Again, u stop calling me or text me. Treating me like a doll. Night time I went to your room to look for u. I didn't knock coz I didn't plan to.
Open up the door saw u with a girl. She on the bed covered with blanket while u sitting on the floor doing work on your laptop. From far both of u like kissing. Can hear both laughing.
I went over & ask u wats wrong. So now u have new girl so u stop calling? But u didn't look at me or answer me at all.
The girl still lying on the bed & she look much smaller compares to your past EXes. Oh! U have changed your appetite.
I was super angry & pissed. I kicked & slapped u.but I knw I struggled in my sleep. Not much of energy to be rough.
Then I went to a drawer opposite your bed & took somethg. Then I walked out from the room.
I made up my mind.
One fine day u came to look for me. Trying to be nice & talk to me. Say wanted to explain to me why u were with the girl.
I made up my mind.
U say she asked u to pretend her new bf to make his bf angry so that he will leave her alone. & she wanted u to be her prom nite partner too. Blah blah blah...
I made up my mind.
I walked away with one sentence. "think before u do, whatever u do has nothing got to do with me coz those are old sch ideas."
Your stupid smile gone & I left.
Then I saw sofi. I asked him if I can use his toilet to bathe.
(amazingly I still remember I need to bathe. -__-|||| )
But ended up I got chase away. He scolded me with some stupid word. I can't remember what but I hate him for not letting bathe.
(loud my head off)
While I was walking & thinking where I can bathe, I saw Bobby. He about to lock his door & go out.
I beg him for letting me to use his toilet. I need to bathe. I shouted very loud from opposite side. Surprisingly I don't knw what is 'malu'.
While waiting for him to reply if I can use his toilet, I woke up.
-lovelyisfine-
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