When was the last time..
Such a long time..
When I was a kid, I love to spend long time in the bathroom.
With a small stool and a pen knife. Funny, it was not towel or clothes.
I would sat on the floor and slice the bathing soap on my little stool.
I would think what soap made of. How can I do this everyday without scoldings.
I engrossed in the cutting process while doing my kiddy thinking.
When was the last time I did that... 22yrs ago.
I am a
And I like to try new things. Fight with boys or play rough.
I fought with neighbor and scolded aunties for being rude.
My carelessness caused someone injured and I ran away don't care.
My bad but i have never regretted.
The only few things I regretted can count. 1... 2... 3...
When was the last time I feel regretted of my wrong choice? Last year.While I was bathing just now.
I started to splash water around and sing together with the dancing water.
oh la la~
I ask myself when was the last time I think about you. 30mins ago.
I ask myself when should I leave here and go home. 30mins ago.
I ask myself if I never come back here, where would I be. 30mins ago.
I ask myself how can I more happy and crappy. 30mins ago.
I ask myself how can people stop saying I don't have reputation. 30mins ago.
I ask myself when can I get a stable job and be happy. 30mins ago.
I ask myself if new boss or colleagues will say: You look very quiet. 30mins ago.
I ask myself about you..
And I sing..
Boy it's been all this time,
and I can't get you off my mind,
and nobody knows it but me.
I stare at your photograph,
still sleep in the shirt you left,
and nobody knows it but me.
Everyday I wipe my tears away,
so many nights I've prayed for you to say.
I should have been chasing you,
I should have been trying to prove,
that you were all that mattered to me,
I should have said all the things,
that I kept inside of me and maybe,
I could have made you believe,
that what we had was all we'd ever need.
My friends think I'm moving on,
but the truth is I'm not that strong and nobody knows it but me.
I've kept all the words you said,
in a box underneath my bed,
and nobody knows it but me.
But if you're happy I'll get through somehow,
but the truth is I've been screaming out.
I should have been chasing you,
I should have been trying to prove,
that you were all that mattered to me,
I should have said all the things,
that I kept inside of me and maybe,
I could have made you believe,
that what we had was all we'd ever need.
It was all we'd ever need.
Oh, I thought it was all we'd ever need.
I should have been chasing you,
You should have been trying to prove,
that you were all that mattered to me,
Oh, you should have said all the things,
that I kept inside of me and maybe,
You could have made me believe,
that what we had girl,
Oh, that what we had
What we had
It Was all we'd ever need
~Singovely~
