Laze Around
Thought you will call me. But you didnt.
I waited till 2plus nearly 3am. and the blocked number called.
I finally gave up and go to bed and sleep.
I was tired. I was exhausted.
Not your fault. coz no one ask me to wait.
Somewhere of the antenna or signal was out.
Thought you would call me and tell me the answer and hint.
Thought I was gonna get the ang pao from you by answering your hint.
Thought you gonna answer my the other 2 more questions.
Thought if you didnt answer and I would still get my ang pao. hahahaha
Thought....
you poke the bubbles..
I dont blame you. Coz these are not important.
I dont blame you. Coz you still got work the next day.
I dont blame you. Coz I am the one boh liao need entertainment.
I feel good resting at home.
I read everyday online and be blur the whole noon.
I apply job and wait around.
I wish before I go on trip they will call me to confirm a job.
I wish, I thought, I dream.
Stop dreaming, be somebody. hahahaha
I had a weird dream and I struggle. Wonder what was the dream about. I cant see anything in the dream, all dark. I know I struggle awhile and I started to settle down in the dark.. Since nothing gonna change even if i struggle, so what's the point? Waste energy.
Monday we supposed to go, Thursday we supposed to go and wonder when we can make it.
I watch the trailer again and again. I watch my fav mtv again and again. I repeat the same thing everyday for the past few days. I wonder what's wrong with me.
I seriously wonder.
*blurovely*
