The room
Woke up in a fresh morning. Hearing the birds chipping out there happily. Seems like they had a nice sleep too.Watching the cars and buses moving fast and people rushing to work. Smile, I feel so fortunate at this moment. hmmm..... while I was staring out from the window and feel the awaken air blowing from outside.
Walk out from the room, saw a note and a glass of fresh juice on the table.
The note says: Good morning baby, hope you had a good night sleep. Did you dream about us? Love. Didnt want to wake you up to send me off to work but I did kiss you good bye on your forehead. Be good and make sure you finish the juice. Dont get gastric again! Call you during lunch. Muaks! Love ya baby! ....... Hubby, Sign-off with a smiley face.
The note.
I reply from a far: I cant seem to have enuf of you and I dream about us everyday. I love you too my baby. Smooch!
Walk into the room and put the note into my drawer. Every note is a love that help us to get closer each day. All notes are contagious!
After wash-up, time to clean the house. Planning how to beautify the house and what to prepare for dinner. Another surprise for the day. Remember, everyday is brand new in life, mold it according to your will.
lalalalalala~ house chores, surf net check the latest news, keep myself up-to-date though I am not working now. Blah blah blah for the day.....
Remember once you felt sick, gastric pain if I am not wrong. I told you I wanted to make rice-water for you. And you were crying say no. Your mommy was so worried about you and she dont know what to prepare for you. You kept nagging say dont want rice water, and you will do the same to me if i fall sick one day. Ask me to watch out. hahaha... poor baby! But you did say you want to go market with me to help me.I refused to.I insisted to ask you to stay home and let me do. Oh well, reached home your mom cook everything already. Disappointed.
Remember I chase (i didnt actually) you out from the small room in office and I spill tea on my white shirt. And you commented you like my emo msn title. And how we sneak up for a break and I ran when I saw princess coming. Hilarious!
Hilarious! Life never dull with you!
Remember we used to work ard the same area. Early morning we go to work together and after work I will wait for you or we meet somewhere then go out. And during working hour I will sms you wherever I go. One day something sad happened and I was @ orchard far east and we msn each other. I slap myself for being so emo.
I also remember you told me your parent say we should strongly be together. And I ask why so coz that's too strong a word to me. And you replied me said she see you happy. Well, I was angry during the conversation coz something went wrong. You were trying hard to explain and I was too stubborn to believe in you. Sad case. Wrong persistence at correct timing and Correct persistence at wrong timing.
I got to learn how to be more open^. I kinda possessive over certain issues, and this is personal preference. Sorry for giving you so much headaches in the past. My bad! I know I cant say anything to compensate, I wish for a time machine. ohmmm... Grin.
Well, let bygone be bygone. The past make us a better person and now we are clearer which direction we wanted to go. I love what I have now and wish for a better one soon. Such as I promise not to keep food now. I will top-up after I finish the old batch. Stupid la me!
Time to wake up and plan what to have for dinner. Tomorrow no more outing, tonite we can have something simple, dont need to prepare for tomorrow edi. Disappointed. Sigh..
*all the scenarios above have proof. Reference will be provided upon special^ request.
^T&C apply.
