Today's new words.
Used to and Past
Lesson will take approx. 15mins. Short intensive course. Payment please made to: The square head miss.
1st lesson.
The definition of Used To:
in the habit; adjective accustomed to, familiar with, in the habit of, given to, at home in, attuned to, tolerant of, wont to, inured to, hardened to, habituated to.
The definition of Past:
1. No longer current; gone by; over.
2. Having existed or occurred in an earlier time; bygone.
3. The time before the present.
Why do I chose this 2 words? Becoz my instinct speaks!
I went out today for facial (my stupid clogged skin need serious treatment, FML), then interview then get gift for Fiona's birthday.
On the way to all these places with MRT. They showing DEARJOHN, Alice in the wonderland and CutCops (something like this.by bruce willies). I wanted to watch DEARJOHN after seeing their synopsis. but must find a suitable partner to watch. This movie alittle too sentimental. Even though they put for P-Public viewing but i reckon only selective group know how to enjoy and appreciate this kind of movie.
Anyway, come bek to the 2 words. This movie makes me think about what U have said. I am gonna give you different senarios and make sure you get the 'real thing'.
1. Used To:
This is either good or bad. So pupil, better use it correctly!
Used to, it can be taking as - for granted. My bf loves me as I know. He buy me gift and give me surprises and think I took them for granted. This is bad!
or
It can be good. Like us used to have fun and now we dont. which I still love to do what we used to do.
Eg: We used to stay together and see each other everyday, stick together everyday. Do things together. In and out together. So deeply in love. *sweet* But your mom said ask you to go out see your friends. Couples dont really have to see each other everyday and sometimes each one of us need our private time. I told her we like this way and we are happy with it. She diam.
So, inconclusion, yes, her will came true. but i hate it!
This is bad. Coz I still love the way we were last time. But now we have our own life which is a little scary.
Eg: We used to know each other password, be it ATM, email, or whatever. Of coz there are things still dont know. Until one day U told your mom I check your email, and I kena warning. From then on we set our own. We change everythg except 1 or 2 items. So, in conslusion, yes, she won.
Privacy and respect both share the same concept and idea. One step mistake can ruin the whole structure. Which our r/s still not as open as what I think we can be. We can discuss.
Next - Past;
It can either be good or bad.
Bad when a person refused to change and keep humping on the past.
Good when we had bad time and now we've changed and improved. Past is a guide for us.
Eg: U said: U used to like to bring me along to wherever U go in the Past. But not now.
So, in conclusion, this is bad. Past is holding us.
Eg: The past I always wanted to create surprises for you. but, well, as u know, I just cant. Maybe infront of you, im such small bee. useless. But I did try. just not enuf confident. Worry you dont like it or as happy as you wld be.
So, in conclusion, the past gives me no confidence in doing things. I blame god for not giving me enuf strenght to over come it. and I jealous u always get nice things. Of coz man.... I am girl. Easier. Man hard to get gift. bully me!
Summary. After watching DEARJOHN synopsis, it makes me feel like im in love again. I love that feeling and love pushes us futher. We should love whatever we do and happy bugs will follow behind it. It comes in a set.
Love what you have, what you do. Always.
No matter where you are, no matter what, no matter who. Love everything you owned.
Love and sensible.
^Lovely*
