Maybe... Maybe Not...
I maybe in top 10
but not top 3.
1. U need time for yourself.
(That includes whatever u need,be it desire or routine).
2. Your work.
(No work no money how?)
3. Your family. They are your close one.
(If anything happen, you are the in-charge)
...In the past...
...marry-go-round was big and I was small...
...In the past...
...Xmas trees was tall and I was small...
...In the past...
...My school desk look plenty of space and I was small...
...In the past...
...It was past...
29 Jan 2010 10:05am
I always want to bring you in the past. Everytime I go alone especially new year they will ask where are you....
* Now you don't need to explain to anyone. Coz you keep 'us' under invincible status. *ouch ouch ouch*
... In the past... These 3 words give me sharp pain. *Poke poke poke*
... In the presense...?
... In the future...?
... That's why i feel like a mistress now.
... That's why you are least interested now.
... That's why you refused to know so much so u can have a longer life.
I am not sure if this is so-call a second chance or second patch back. but one thing I always believe, one hand can not clap and life is within our own hand. We have the right to mold it to our desire of how we want it to be.
Be responsible of what you do, what you say, what you think and what you plan. If you continue to live in the past and never want to make the future better, I am sorry. I give up. truly!*
It is hard to compromise when we both are from 2 different country. One has to be supporter while the other be the driver. I am always the supporter and I need you to be the supporter sometimes. Especially during long weekend holiday. I just hope you can give me this privilege, thats all I ask. If happen we get married, don't worry, they will understand. They will let me stay here with you until 2nd day or whenever the visitation done.
All i need is just this simple thing. I dont see my family often, I need long break to go back else it will be too tiring for me. I need you to be with me (i hope) whenever we plan to go home. I seek your understanding! None of my ex can tolerate this and this is a pain for me. They are not supportive at all.
If not, I will just stay single. Since r/s is so troublesome and no one can tolerate and step back. *Sigh*.
*Pain-Lovely*
