Thursday, January 28, 2010

Mark this day

With KISS.
A memorable one, I think.

I think I am over sensible or rather sensitive. *frown*
Oh well, not sure if I got wrong signal or message. Oh well, again, ignore.

2 more weeks gonna be CNY. Can I still get ang pow?
Seems to me things changed.
Some people say chicken, horse, rabbit, pig will do well in 2010.
I am not being superstitious but they also say cancer (horoscope), no pink nail polish. It will bring me bad luck.

Oh well, what should I believe in then? I think myself, so-call, if he loves u, he loves u.
Yes, we should prepare umbrella before it rains. But don't you think this is too much hassle?

Today I went for an interview. It took me less than 30mins or 20? Long story!
Anyway, long story cut short, I ask question before the interviewer started to talk and I think that's not what I want then I tell the interviewer I am not interested. Then we end there. *Big eyes shine* *Blink Blink*

I have never tried this before and I feel amazingly daring. *Shiver*
Oh well, I guess my heart feels right and I am very clear of what I want and what I need in life.
So, go for it!
Why should you or I waste time on uncertain stuffs and continue to be fooling around?
Life is short. So go for what you think it's right!

Speaking of which, I had a nightmare and woke up extremely tired. I can't remember what the hell was that.
Maybe during my 'aunty visit', I intend to be more emotional.
Emotional this word is in my weaknesses list.
But lucky my independency helps abit.
I think I just can never rely or take thing for granted for 1 minute.

I am tired. I need holiday and rest and love and food and FUN!

I know I have this silly idea that 'might' make people worry about me.
I think I want to go to an island for awhile. I know I can't afford to stop working, I know it was just a dream yesterday. But I wish to have a chance to explore something different. How ar?

I  am probably too old to try new thing? In fact, I know I can't live without a job if I want my family to move to a new place. And I dont have a job now or soon.
Did I make a wrong move? No I think.
No matter what, how, I will still fork out the money. I just got to do more part time and get more jobs in.
As long as I am happy and enjoy every moment. I don't think with lesser salary will make me cry everyday.
I am sure I can always make something out from there.

I need support and love to get me thru this. *laugh*
Do you think human are all selfish? Do you think if one person has no intention on the other, he/she would help? I guess not even your loved one would, coz he/she has his/hers own prob. So who else left to offer help?

*Lovely-who-has-small-feet*