Time to move on
I miss the olden days


*Stressed*

Body aching *ouch ouch ouch* Sore throat *cough cough*
Go home with sickness. Am such useless bastard! *slaps*
Just because past few days rush jobs and never drink much. *Sigh*

Few more hours is 1st Jan 2010. Feel like there are still things hanging..
Wanted to forget about 2009, but heart just not that. There's still *Qian Gua* behind. Wonder why.

Oh well, time flies very fast. Soon it will be end 2010.

I cant spend the last day of 2009 with you, but i wish 2010 will.
I want us to spend more time together, talk, have fun, play, and explore lots lots lots of other things.
I want to do it with you and spend my life with you, alone. Just you alone. No one else and no others.

Well, please take care yourself and though we dun meet often, hardly talk abt our daily life. What we talk when we meet only the basic general topics. this upsets me but like i say, i dun want to push you further. just hope we will get more closer than before.

Think abt it, you hardly share with me about your stuffs. I guess except myself, the friends around you anyone, everyone know you better than me. I feel sorry.

Okay, let's not talk further. I promise to have better future. I will do it 1st Jan 2010 starting from the first thing in the morning. I, nicole, be my own witness.If i fail to do so, I shall give up all my belonging here and follow what my family has planned. Whatever and anything that come into life. I have 1 year, 365 days, 8,760 hours.

Oh, btw, my mom did ask me abt you agn, i supposed not to tell you, but i think this is manners. She asks if you are coming during CNY. Well, i didnt promise her anything. Coz i did tell her i will fly to somewhere for 3 days.she tot i go with you this is why she asks. Dont worry. I cleared her query just update you so incase she ask.

Alrite. I will leave tomoro 2:30pm bus. Incase anything happen to me during the journey *touch wood* *Choi! Choi! Choi!* please help me to tell them, i have nothing left with me but accident plan with prudential and i think that will help abit. And some money in my bank. If anything *touch wood*, please help me to take care of the kids. i come alone, go alone. oh ya...*laugh* if they need my pic for the big frame portrait, pls check my wallet in my working bag. Plenty of maid's picture there. *laugh out loud*.

During festive season, high traffic on the road and hope the driver drives safely. and i will buy the face wash for you. Know the Fancl foam face wash needs sometimes to create the foam, so decided to buy you the nivea oxygen one. ok? What else you need? pls text me so I can get them before coming bek. I will be bek on Sunday, dont think i will be able to send the thing to you. I expected to reach here ard 7 and by the time the bus reach bedok wld be 8+. Will arrange another time to meet you and pass to you k?

Okay dear, please take good care of your health. Dont over work and please take meds. And pls pls....dun smoke anymore.. I know I cant control you or ask you to do anything, but think about future k?

alrite sweety, good bye and do take care.

Love you sweety.

*Dry Lovely*