I am totally clueless.
I wonder why.
I wonder why do you still want me.
I wonder why do you want to hurt me so badly.
I wonder why all these.
It is proven and I am now speechless.
It is not the right time to do confrontation.
It is never clear.
Why do you always have to act like this?
Have you ever changed?
At first I thought I should be guilty.
But now I doubt so.
I think I should not hold you back.
I don't think you actually love me that much.
I should not be pushy.
I just got to walk away.
After all, you don't love me that much.
And I am not the dream girl you after.
After all these minutes, hours, days, months, years.
All gone.
After all these laughter, anger, shouting, fighting, understanding.
All disappear.
After all,
Everything turn back as white as a paper.
After all....
