One more day to home.
How do you feel when you about to go home?
Boring (voice from worm game), Happy, huh?, Let's go!, dont want la..
I wanna go home.
I wanna go home.
You go back to KL with me becoz? Any particular reason?
Dont be lame.
Becoz I love you, becoz I havent been going to KL quite awhl, I need a break, boh bian lor, being forced,...
All the above not in.
You havent been going back to KL with me for awhile.
And there are few things I need to be prepared.
Your mom.
Your work.
Your timing.
I am not condemning you. I am excited but worried.
I know I have to be really careful when I say thing.
This is sensitive issue.
Going home hearing things sounded like "you la!" not easy to swallow
Ask you to tag along, risky move.
Your working hour, no matter how much I wish you could come with me I worry too rush for you.
Small small things are killing me.
I am under depression illness. or tramatized with things.
I don't know what where went wrong.
Women feel it before their period. Pregnant women feel it after their pregnancy.
I feel it anytime of the day especially after period.
Arhh! I am going crazy soon.
I have never felt this way before. I have this sydrome few months ago.
Guess I am getting my pre-menopause.
I never tell anyone.
I am controlling my temper now.
I am holding it back.
I calm myself down with my own language.
My heart pain.
On and off.
Dont ask me why coz I think there are too many things to say.
Tramatize, phobia, fear, anger, disappointment etc.
and after all, I refuse to do anything productive today. tomorrow. till friday nite, sat and sunday.
*heartovely*
