Magic word doesnt work for everyone.
I missed my flight.
I was speechless. My heart beating fast and like something bad gonna happen.
The nearer the date is, the more tiring I feel.
Finally my CNY break done.
I hate this office coz it makes my heart shiver everytime I step in.
Anyway, I finally made it to go to your house for dinner.
Your dad was not around. And your mom ask me to 'Shhh..' when I ask her where's your dad.
And I ask Why and what happen. And she say 'Adult thing. Shhh...'
So I shut up. I was tired to ask further.
You went into your room. And I was left alone.
*Awkward feeling*
This place used to be very familiar.
Now feel wierd. I know it's my issue.
I dont know to stand or sit or how to react.
I am a guest. And I should have a guest look and behave like one.
Remb your mom said I am just a guest and I should tell her where I go and what I want.
So I stood there and wait for instruction. *Kidding la*
I stood for awhile. Almost plan to sit at one corner, play game and wait for you to come out.
Not sure how long or until your mom calls you.
You ask me if I am not happy.
I was not. I was alrite.
I dare not to dig or go check out things in your room. Coz I dont have that habit since young.
Mama say this is manner. Must respect. Cannot anyhow touch ppl's stuffs.
You arrange it nicely and now very neat.
Later I touch all fall down. My 'angel' hand is so 'magical'.
You keep all our things nicely. Thank you.
Do you think I should take it back from you?
To do add-on or touch up.
Or hang around my space decorate my bed abit.
You ask me if I am not happy again.
I was not. I was alrite.
This place used to be very familiar. Now feeling uneasy.
Your mama say respect your privacy.
So I sit diam diam. Later you say I noisy.
Remb the very first day I went to your house.
Aft drinking session and I stayed over. The next day so scared.
I do care about my first impression coz I care about you.
I want to make you look good and your parent proud to have me as their in-law.
'Chey wah'.. I know not so fast but atleast something good to leave behind.
I do not have a pretty look or feature.
So must do something or give a better body languge to balance it.
I earn the impression.
I hope no one ask you why your gf like that one..
Or none disapprove us.
Well, I dont mind if they say you deserve a better one.
But, I do mind if they say your taste bud is bad.
Anyway, I am still glad and always glad to know/have you in my life.
Never and will change.
^Faithfulovely^
