I got to say sorry before I start to bitch. Forgive me and I think you can skip this page.
I won't blame you or scold you for not being there.
I had a tiring day with the stupid delivery jobs. I didn't have much to do now.
Just waiting for the hand over day. Then I will be free.
The oranges and the freaking big bowl is superb duper heavy. 2 days of carrying that make my back pain.
Oh well, I got to admit I am old and I don't want to be man. Get me? I DONT WANT TO BE MAN!
If I can do what a man does, FML. Everything will be handled by me. Who needs the f'king man ard?
Eve needs Adam and Adam and Eve meant to be together. No gay or lesbian was made at the first place.
Ignore me!
I was annoyed, I am not sure if this is early PMS symptom or before my aunty visit, I got super grouchy.
I am sorry again. I just want to say what I want to say. and I am gonna shoot it out like AK47.
WARNING: To whom with heart problem, you may want to close this window and stop reading. Save your life by hiding away.
Do you think you are alittle irresponsible? Oh well, as compared to others, I find you treat me like a 'spare'.
I am not going to repeat myself again after this, never ever again. You make me feel this way and should I learn and adapt and again do it on you too? If you want to try your 'luck' with other girl, and you think if you two might not work out and you hope to keep me as spare, thanks. Please tell me openly, frankly and wisely. I might coordinate with you.
You won't call when your frens around. You scared they know we still contacting each other? If so, then forget about even sms'g me. Ya. I am glad and I feel so nice when you fetch me to work that day. It was my pleasure to have a free car ride to work. But I feel bad that you got to lie to your frens for not fetching them. Oh well, I can't ask you to fetch them first then come take me.
(so far I can only think of 2 possible reasons.)
Anyway, if you are not ready, then please kindly inform me. So I will only sms you, and never anyhow call you. (dont give me nonsense rational, Action speaks louder!)
You might want to say I am sensitive or watever 'excuses'. No matter what and how, I feel that shit. Stop telling me that you just want 2 of us to be together quietly or watever reasons. If in this case, I should not bother to share with anyone that I know of about you. I can always go out with them whenever I want to, just to make sure when you call, or when you need me, I will be there. Am I rite? This is the freedom you offer.
You can be very happy driving around to help your fren. But you never think about how annoying it can be for worrying you for nothing.Ya. I remember, you very busy, not even a second to sms. I don't want to be your second mother. You like then you sms, you don't like or you busy, then don't bother. You want to silent your phone and say don't want people to disturb us, then hide at a corner and reply or call, then do what you like and continue them.
Remember this always, relationship is like a mirror. Your partner adapt what you do to him/her. I don't want to keep pushing and I feel very restless and annoying. I am definately not treathening you.
Do what you like and as you like.
I already say what I want to say and that's all.
Don't need to be restricted. If you don't like or not happy, leave it alone. Leave me alone.
Again, I am sorry if I being too rude. World won't stop just because of you alone. I just want to make everything turn out good, I am running out of time. I can be direct and straight forward to share things with you. I just refused to coz I don't want to make us difficult.
WARNING: *I can be real blunt when I don't give a
Tomorrow I will pack the things and I hope you can let me know when you free so I can pass you the stuffs. For the kids I can keep them if it is too much hassle. Just let me know when you free or on the way home I can drop by your place to hand it over. Anytime!
Many many thanks.
*Annoyvely*
