This is the 101 post! woohoo! After 2 years of 'hard work', now has come to a day that worth celebrating for.
Happy 101 Anniversary!
Anyone who tag this or leave any comment on this page will get yourself a big hug*.
*T&C apply.
Well, on top of this, today also another day to celebrate my sollowness. *Sob sob*
I wonder how can human be such selfish...
How could you ever neglect my feeling when it involves me, my soul, my body, my mind, my flesh?
When you claim that I am your partner, you should atleast consult/inform/buzz me or share with me your idea.
This is call partner. If not then why would you chose me as your partner?
A partner is for sharing and doing things TOGETHER, IN PAIR!
You need not a partner when you are walking alone, doing things alone.
I feel
I am thankful for you for sharing with me the outcome, the final result and the happiness.
I feel good for hearing the good news from you and be part of the audience or one of your listener.
Since you have called me, your partner, I feel
Let's simplify it. I am not here just to share your happiness but to be a part you. From 1-10 that has my sweat, tears, hard work, screams, laughters, cheering, cursing and swearing. I dont want to hear about your happiness but laugh together with you along, to & from the start till the end of the journey. IF you call me your partner. IF you still do call me your partner!
Yes, we were on our own way for awhile. We were disconneted and since you, again, claim that I am your partner, please help to act like one. I have no idea what is your 'partner' means. Do you mean only when you need me? Do you mean we are partner for certain things? Do you mean you can have other partner not just me alone? Tell me. Please make it clear.
This feels like a huge big tree trunk falls on my toe. It is painful and yet I dont know how to scream for help. Maybe I care about your feeling too much. But what about me? I am angry, I am sad, but do you think I can say it out? I am sure you will get upset later or even started to be defensive. I dont mean to hurt you or shut you off, I am just trying to work things better for both of us as a partner. Please try to understand my feeling coz I am one of the human too.
I know those past hurt you alot and you need time to recover from that. But if you could just let go the pass and start looking forward to the future, it will be grateful for both of our lives. I mean, only when you think that is neccessary.
I am sorry that you might think I am a little too thick face. But to avoid misunderstanding, I hope we can make things clear. I do care about how you feel, if not I would have tell you off immediate during your sharing moment. i am sorry that i dont know how to beautify them in a nicer manner. But I do hope you take a few second to think about my feelings.
From 1 -7 you were all on your own, you inform me @ stage 8 then stage 9 then I see soon stage 10 which is also the final stage. From the process of 1-7, where were I? Did you call me? Did you think about me? I dont mean to be harsh but I just hope you give a little bit of thought to it.
Anyway, I am glad and happy for you. But Im helpless for now. I cant laugh with you too.
But I sincerely hope you get my meaning. If not, pls ask. If you are not interested, nvm. Thanks for everything.
^Lovely^
