Wednesday, December 23, 2009

I am hurt. Deeply hurt... *sobbing*

Can't get over it!!

Im hurt... really hurt... *Ouch...*

After 30mins of chewing the sotong shredded pieces, I feel better now.. Much better... *Emo*

My heart pain since the moment you sms me telling me about the call. My breath feel heavy and my whole body sore and my gastirc pain. *Sad*

Im not sure if this is fated or this is just not my luck. 5 deliveries in my entire life, 3 screwed up. and all 3 on you. suay or wat i dont know. I know this time i feel much worse than the other 2 times. First time birthday cup cakes, second time your birthday cake, third time ice-cream. I hope this ice-cream helps to make up abit later.

I love that ice-cream. That's why i try all my best to get it.. But didnt know it turn out this way...I am so sorry.. This ice-cream only meant for fine dining and we will sure love it if we were to have good food now.. *Love*

I save the nicest for you and your family at this special day, Christmas is all about love and giving. I didn't give you what you have deserved in the past and now i hope i can do something to perk up our r/s. but...buuttt..... I have failed you again... *CRY*.

Im hurt.. I don't know what to do next and I don't feel like doing anything anymore... I am a total loser. and I have give up on myself...

I am sorry. Wish you have a great christmas.....

*Heartbroken*

*Lovely*